So when my friend first told me about roleplay republic i thought that it was a little silly acting as idols. But then when she finally talked me into getting one my perception changed and i was really into it. Plus the people were nice to me and they were really easy to talk to.
But now things have changed... DRASTICALLY. Now theres so much drama going on that it's making my head hurt so much! I'm even too scared to go on sometimes because of the drama that awaits me. And well... i guess everything changes when you're in so deep. I've been so down these few days and my heart, OH MY PRECIOUS HEART! It feels so heavy...
Like, am i supposed to feel this way? Because as you rp as a character you kinda form a special bond, and you have this connection where whatever happens to that character it affects you as well yah know? And it can get kinda heavy at times, especially breakups... oh le breakups... tsk tsk
But anyway writing this is really helping me let out my emotions. At first i was just thinking of deletin my account in total but then i realized that I've made so many friends on here and i wouldn't leave them for the world. So im here to stay, but i might need a few more hiatuses to get my stuff together.
If you read this thank you for letting me use up your time ^^
Sincerely,
oh_deer_luhan
P.S. hugs wouldnt hurt :3
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