I was so ing close.

Hi. You probably don't know why you're here. Well then, here's some popcorn and a pillow. You're going to listen to my sad (and boring) school life. 

I am a fourteen year old awkward turtle that has a bunch of crushes and can't pick one guy (or girl) to like. But now that I have one crush, I'm too afraid to talk to him. 

Everytime I do try and talk to him, I end up running away like a coward.

My friends try to get him to talk to me but they fool around and never get close to him. 

Oh, you probably want to know his name, it's Jack. He's Japanese and about my age. He's a few inches shorter than me and he looks like Kim Sang Woo but darker and less cheekbone action. 

When he smiles, it's so cute I almost cry just looking at him. His serious face is so hot it burns, and he has a posse(I don't think I spelled it right). 

I kinda think he's too cool for me because my guy friends are geeks and nerds but they're cool. Like a week ago we watched fpsrussia together. 

Anyway today I tried getting closer to him and we were like ONE FOOT FROM EACH OTHER. That was an accomplishment in my standards. I freaked out so much I nearly cried. 

So I have a question for all of you: How do you approach a guys? Like, is there some magic spell or some because I need to know. 

Okay I'm done embarrassing myself, goodbye,