Ever felt these ways..?
I have...A LOT more then just tonight...
tonight was just the tipping point of it all...
i was originally suppose to go with a friend to see the Brick Mansions movie tonight but...she couldnt get back from her dads early enough to go see it..i then got a text from another friend who said she was back from college for the semester and wanted to hang and have me sleepover,also being that her mom was staying in the hospital another night;i jumped for it.it was fine to begin with then she said how her "Ex" wouldnt take no for an answer for coming over tonight..i was fine with that because she made it sound like it would only be for a little while.......
i was sadly mistaken
it then turned into him hanging for a while then all of us(his parents including)heading to the mall.i was again ok cuz me & her were gonna go see a movie anyways.it wasnt till the movie was about to start and playing when it got nuts...
they were whispering and being all "lovey" through the entire thing.i tried to be calm about it on the outside but..on the inside,it killed me;this only being because EVERYTIME ive tried confessing to someone since my a** of an ex broke it off almost 3 years ago,i was turned down;given the "you're not my type" line.
it seriously ruined my night because i got to see the new Captain America movie but i was so hurt and depressed afterwards that it still kills me inside....
forgive me for this but..i REALLY needed to get it out before i "loose my cool" and start crying in front of her when i REALLY dont wanna do that
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