i need a hug seriously.

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the recent news regarding wuyifan filing a lawsuit against SM really shocked me...
and it's still.. at least..bearable for me.. but ..
when i look at this someone's special profile, i saw his status were ;
 
"hopeless"
 
yes. hopeless. so i asked him back , 
 
"/point at your status/
....
don't break my heart with that eight alphabets."
 
after a while....i got this message , 
 
"Its true anyway. :') this would be my last time of going on line.
Thanks for being such a great rper and a friend at least to me eomma.
I'm weaker than ever in just a few days. I'm not surprised if I'll be gone soon.
I'll be deactivating now eomma. Thanks again. Take care."
 
this tears just can't stop flowing. this is unbearable for me. i was about to reply him right away
but notices his profile were deactivated. /sighs/ why does he have to left..? my precious son here.
he's sick and he's dying due to cancer. Every day he would comes up to me and telling me his condition.......
but.. but.. ughh.. i missed him already... ya allah.. i just can't... this is too much to handle.
my heart is shattered. i never knew "hopeless" would be the last words from him. 
after he's telling me he's going to be strong and fight the cancer back..
demmit. my tears.
 
p / s  ; hey. i knew you won't read this. but you know.. i love you no matter what.. please remember that.. and..
please take care of yourself too. if you can still fight .. go fight the cancer okay! have a faith. i'm gonna miss you..3
- yamil @ tristan -

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fegget 10 years ago
I hope everything turns out okay
iikuboharuna 10 years ago
he will be in my prayers!
<3
KuroNeko 10 years ago
Can't you contact him any other way ?
lindir 10 years ago
PM me if you'd like to talk :)
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