Moru’s last blog entry.
Proof.
Since June 11,
I have been handing over guitar data,
disposing equipment,
packing bags,
finishing the moving procedure,
and finished reading all your letters, message boards and albums, you gave me.
All your words pushed up my back and made me, who was looking back, turn my head towards the future again.
And it makes me really proud to see that Royz is being loved so much.
Soon, I will be turning my back to the city of Tokyo.
This is my last blog entry.
And I will soon delete my account.
June 11.
As I already said in the MC that day,
no matter how many years will pass, I will never be standing on stage like that as a member of Royz ever again.
And it’s the same with
my dream I was drawing with Royz.
Though my time might stop here, the time of Royz keeps going.
Alot of bands and alot of friends
are chasing their individual dreams.
In these 5 years with being a member of Royz, I really came to learn a lot of things.
Even if nothing was happening at all, in this ongoing world,
I still found something valuable.
Facing every single thing seriously.
There might be people among the readers of this blog, who are chasing their dreams,
even if it’s not going that smoothly now, even if there are hurdles in your way,
even if you don’t know what to do, I want you to always keep on chasing your dream.
When seriously chasing your dream, the friends and words you meet, and the time that passes,
it will surely one day strengthen and guide you.
It also helped me personally in the past.
The time we spent together, and the music.
I want all of that to support you, even if it’s just a bit.
And if you’re not having a dream right now,
I would like you to spend your days with things you like and that fulfills you.
I used to hate music lessions the most.
Because I couldn’t sing or read musical notes.
I personally want to find a dream that is reachable.
At last, one more thing.
In a world where alot of people’s emotions are being supressed,
with music and Lives
I’m glad to know that with relationships, true feelings can be shown.
And I think, these relationships, no matter what you do or where you are, are really important.
And because being forgotten is a sad thing,
I want you to remember that smiling guy from time to time.
The last page.
I’m leaving a proof, that I have been walking with everyone these past 5 years.
A proof that won’t vanish.
I’m going down a different road now.
But this proof will stay firmly in my heart.
Members, thank you.
For supporting me,
company president, Kiryuu, Codomo Dragon, the office staff, the crew and alot of friends,
than you.
In good and in bad times,
all the people I was able to meet,
thank you.
To everyone,
while memory will fade with time,
let me become the encounter to be the bread of your life.
Subaru, Kuina, Koudai, Tomoya.
You are such clumsy band members, and still so warm.
I now entrust Royz to you.
For these 5 years,
Thank you very much.
that was his last post. I read it again. That's why I'm crying like a and in a horrible emotional state.
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