Its not the first time and honestly it kills me when I say something that comes out sounding like an insult and I dont know how to clarify myself and before I can try to the person has already taken it the wrong way. And then I dont know how to explain because they wont believe me or I make an outta myself again and just, —
Why, why the heck can I never speak properly, clearly or know how to phrase out what I know is the right thing to be said, or to just articulate myself, explain properly, whywhywhy is it that when I'm not careful, I speak without thinking and ohgawd I hurt people sometimes and if I'm being honest the words I say are harsh, and whywhywhyyy when I want to say what I feel there are never the right words or I dont know them why am I not eloquent. ingdangitall. it all.
Why can't I be coherent for once.
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