Truth is:we all have little things we don't like or even hate about ourselves.For me,its my bipolar depression,my skin,feeling like i always piss people off,i could go on forever. the little thing about this is,when you find someone who will be willing to argue that you have no flaws in hope of winning the battle and you giving in,truth is:those are the people you never wanna let go
being honest,i had just gotten into a little dispute with my gf about my faults and my "annoying to me" negative attitude decide to kick in and have her leave on a bad note.it took time for me to realize it but now,i look back and i cant help but smile at how she was doing her best to forget about it for even a little while and...i just pushed her away.
another truth about me is:im scared to loose people,exspecially when it comes to the girl I'm with.i get tense and jealous when they droll over celeberties or whatnot,NOT due to anything bad;its most because i know ill probably loose them due to something stupid or who knows and that scares me..my mood sinks way down and i start to get nervous about it.
A message to the "light of my life":truth is,you are the light of my life,my angel of light.you agree to be with me on the day before my birthday so i wouldnt be lonely and have still stayed almost a full month.i want to apologize about my downsize before you had to go to bed;im not used to people actually telling me its the inner beauty that matters so..im not so used it.you are the reason i wake up every morning and smile,no matter how bad i slept,because im glad to be in this world and to have you by my side.i hope you can believe that you are the angel of light to my angel of darkness so keep shining that light :D ♥ ^.^
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