Its my fault...

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Created Jul 24, 2014 06:28:41

Its my fault why I never get good grades. Its my fault why i'm such a failure, a disgrace and a disappointment to the family. Its my fault that I can't do anything in this world, especially maths. Its my fault that i'm not trustworthy with anything. Its my fault for liking kpop and music. Its my fault I have friends that always cheer me up, even when I bring them down all the time. Its my fault that I never show them my grades because i'm too ashamed of it. Its my fault of being their daughter. Its my fault that as to why i'm so stupid and unreliable. Its my fault that I can never be the best person I can ever be. Its my fault that i'll never have a future in life. Its my fault that I have to get a job to pay for my own school fees. Its my fault that I let everyone down, asking for help or nagging them all the time. Its my fault that distractions are made. Its my fault that I was even created and existed in this planet. Its my fault... Its my fault. Everything is my fault. No matter what point of view or reasoning. It'll always be my fault. my life and I wish i'd just die sooner.

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url-notfound 10 years ago

Why am I always late to this kind of .

Okay, so it's obvious that the place inside your mind is a total hell hole and it's not helping with your life at all. I can say a lot of stupid things like "believe in yourself" or "stop thinking like that", but I know it will be nothing but a load of crap to you.

But everyone lives with their own ed up little hell and that's why we're teenagers. That's why we get a lot of expectation dumped on us, because we're being prepared to be adults, which in the long run, is the closest we'll ever get to hell in our lives.

I believe that being a teenager is like drowning. We're the stupid idiots that struggle against the current, and then once we realize we can lay on our backs and float and everything's so damn easy, that's the time we grow up and become adults. So for now, let yourself drown, just let this depressing crap keep going, let yourself believe it's your fault whether it ing is or isn't, and then we'll grow up and start all over.

Plus, I don't think wanting to die early is a good thing, because we still need to go out for noraebang and korean BBQ and there's a B1A4 concert in Big Top again and you have so much to do with us so don't go die on us, bish.

-supreme 10 years ago

You're actually smart, smarter than me. But you're just lazy.
If you actually want to get somewhere in life, why don't you
get your arse off that chair and do something that your
future self will thank you for. Giving up and blaming everything
on yourself won't do much good. Neither will denying the fact that you're smart.

ddabong 10 years ago

Not everything is your fault, you know?

dayniel 10 years ago

Don't worry baby, if you like something and have a passion for it then you don't need to worry about a thing. As long as you like doing something, what anyone says. ♡

ohtheIRONY 10 years ago

Then do something about it.