Alas my heart still hurts

I know I shouldn't be ranting but I feel like I have to talk to somebody about it. My friends at schol are no help with this. So theres this guy I've had crush on scence the end of the sixth grade. He super nice. Hes funny cute and has a great heart. Hes just overall fun to hang out with. Because IVe known him scence the 5th grade he and I are close friend. I told him about a year ago but nothing for a.while. Then he started be super nice to me. Always sitting next to me and talkin and smileing at me constantly. It made me think 'we' were going to happen. But last week he was braging to our friend Jason about his awesome new girl friend (who is not me) not even careing that I was there. When i told him i didnt know he hade a girl friend and he said he didnt want to tell me. That really hurt. I controlled my self but on the inside I was completely heart broken. Then yesterday my friends and I were siting on the bus waiting for him and he was going to kiss his girl friend Jason interupted them. ( i swear i havenever wanted to hug some one so much) And when he got on the bus he was cussing Jason out and talking about how he had been looking forward to seeing her all day and stuff. Not even stoping to care about my fragile heart that was constantly brakeing for him. To make thing worse my frienda just TEASE me about it and dont do anything to make me feel any better. Due to this ive been a bit of a loners this year in class. I feel like all of my friends are drifting away from me forming groups that i cant possably fit into. I just feel kinda alone....