Mian

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't really been replying much/fast. I just can't freaking stop sleeping! Idk if it's the pain medicine or the fact that I don't go to sleep until 2 am. >.< I took like 6 naps yesterday. I've taken like 4 already today and it's only 1 pm. My face is so swollen it's crazy. My mom and stepdad keep calling me a chipmunk. My jaw is so swollen, I can barely open it enough to drink my meal replacement shakes. I can't chew like at all. Even with soft foods, I just have to mush it up and swallow it. My back teeth won't even touch, and it feels like my jaw is going to dislocate or something if I try to touch my top and bottom teeth together. My bite is like screwed up or something. My younger sister (14) is babysitting me cause my mom is making a 12 hour trip to get my brother from college. I feel like a nursing home patient or something lol. My mom made her swear to not let me go downstairs because she's paranoid that I'll fall down. My bedroom is downstairs. I've been stuck on the couch for 3 days, and I'm so bored. Even when I'm actually awake enough to rp, I feel bored and restless. I keep making videos and little posters and posting them on Instagram. The Luhan thing happened right after I got the oral surgery, and it's been killing me. I feel so broken. ;A; It's all I can think about. No one knows what Exo's fate will be, and it scares me. Exo is my life and my obsession. I've never loved a band so much in my entire life. Hunhan is my otp, and now it's gone, just like Taoris. Ugh. I freaking hate SM! -.- Well, I feel like I'm gonna pass out again. Grr. I'll reply when I'm feeling a little better. ㅠ.ㅠ Love you guys. ♥