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AuthorGhazoolaELF

Created Oct 18, 2014 05:21:51

Status [M]

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Are you serious? you you you

take away anything from me but not the only person who understands me

the only person who doesnt judge me

the only person who i can call my true friend

the only person that i feel comfortable talking to

so what if she's younger by a year or two?

does age matter? No it doesnt

you want me to be friends with someone my age? They all hate me and think im a loser

someone older than me? They're all far away and you don't know about them

someone older than me in my school? they all think im a loser

Almost everyone in my school think im a loser, why? Because 1- i don't date 2- i never complain about teachers 3- i focus on most my studies 4- i dont mind kids coming up to me and asking me things unlike them because the girls in my school hate kids 5- i don't care about impressing boys 6- when i go to school everyday i wear my uniform, bracelt, and hair up in a pony tail because its school and not a party

many other reasons

just because you didn't hear me say bye when i got out of the car, doesn't mean im lying

just now you are getting upset about my complaints, and you blame it on her and not me, i stopped complaining a loong time ago, just because i complained one time, doesn't mean i started again.

Most of you guys won't understand but nevermind this post if you want to

im just letting it all out because im forbid from talking to the only person who hears me when im upset and crying when others dont care

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ExoticM 10 years ago

i wanted to write a long list of this but the comment below explained everything!
just be who you are the rest of the world!

LoveToCreatexox 10 years ago

Oh honey.... You know I was the exact same at school! I was left out.. In my last few years of college my 'best' friend started ignoring me and made friends with the popular girl.
You just need to choose your friends wisely and don't ever change who you are to fit in!
My friend are an anime and korea freak and a huge geek but he couldn't be more caring if he tried~

I left school 3 years ago and I tell you now! Life after school is so much better! I went to college for two years and then worked in China for a year and then now I'm in uni and I'm having great fun!
No parties no dressing up like a tart (I hated that most about the other girls... The orange faces) you don't need to worry!
I can look back now and laugh at the bullies! I travelled and lived half way round the world on my own whilst the bullies ae getting pregnant and living off benefits! This sort of thing will happen to you too~
Do something extraordinary ~ and laugh in their faces~
As for you friend, don't care what others say! Even your parent!! Your parents are there to support you.. With everything, so tell them you can be friends with whom ever you wish and just be friends! Don't matter if she is older or younger...! She is your friend!

I hope this helps~
*wipes your eyes*