Truth is:i could sit here until 11:59pm on halloween night and apolgize but,i believe you deserve more than just some simple apolgizes.
To begin,i've learn in my life that when something stresses me out,even as stupid as our little arguement,i need to go through 3 stages in order to get things into a better prespective.The first stage,obviously,is anger/annoyance.The "stupid thing" builds up to the point of an arguement,my mind clouding itself in the anger that its hard to think properly.The second stage is sadness.This is the stage where i begin to feel extremely guilty about what the whole arguement was about and depending on the situation:i begin to think that maybe the world doesn't need me.The last stage is stupidy.This is the stage where i can think clearly and realize how PATHETIC the subject was that started all this mess.Sadly,i must go through the first two stages before i realize how much of a mess i made
And here I am.
I feel so stupid about what happened.As I tell everyone i know,"I still wonder how you can have patience with me during this when i cant even be paitent with myself during those time."
Recently,I've been joking around how i have a "PhD in awesomness" and what not when i now realize its people like you who are the truely awesome ones.
Point is:i love how awesome you are.im so thankful you agreed to be my main coadmin in my rp;im so happy to call you my friend and even more on how close we have gotten in what feels like such short time.you are amazing;you are one of my closest friends here and i still cant believe someone as kind as you puts up with someone like me
I personally dont think i deserve your forgiveness because something like this may happen again
BUT
i can promise you im doing my best to make sure that doesnt happen <3
Saranghae ♥ <3
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