Happy birthday to the person who could make me truly happy and affect my day greatly!
I hope I remember to write you (Chanyeol) a letter today but if I don't then I'll make up for it when I go back to school. But anyways, I know you celebrated your birthday yesterday since in Korea it was technically yesterday but here today is your birthday. I hope you smile brightly despite all the things you are dealing with inside. I want you to be that happy virus everyone loves but don't push yourself to smile if its not real. Find something to make you smile and have the best birthday! You are already 23 years old! Aish... You are getting so old! But I love you anyways~ no matter how old you are. Please don't push yourself... I know what's been happening with everyone this year has had a big impact and SM is really pushing you hard but I hope you still have the best day. I saw that all the members made you a cake so I hope you enjoyed that. This is getting really long... Maybe this could count as your mini letter.. But anyways... I love you so much and please stay happy and healthy. No fake smiles! I don't know if I could say thank you nor I love you enough... Cause you've changed my life greatly. But anyways... Happy birthday Chanyeol! <3
I wish I could do more for him... But sadly I can't do anything for him but love him and make him edits and stuff that he will never see T.T. He deserves all the happiness in the world. I don't know if I've explained my feelings for him on here but if I did then most of you should know about my feelings for him and how they it even affects me mentally. If I haven't explained it then I might later on but for now I just want you guys to know how happy I am for it to be his birthday. I'm more excited for his birthday than I was for my own. This might be bad... But I'm also a bit more excited for Chanyeol's birthday than I am for Thanksgiving. Scratch that. I am way more excited. I don't love him more than my family of course... Almost about the same love to be honest, but I can't help but care for him more than family today. Oh how I wish I could do something for you... But sadly all I could do for now since I can't find any gifs on GifBoom of Chanyeol which is making me unable to make an edit of him, is write him one of my daily letters saying how happy and thankful I am to have him in my life.
Thank you, Chanyeol... For being there and not hurting me. For letting me love you and have these feelings for you. Saranghae <3
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