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AuthorADragon

Created Dec 15, 2014 19:35:32

I honestly feel depressed. I try so hard to make my mom proud. I always try. I want to be an amazing daughter. I want to do something great, but I can never please her. I get it... I slip up, but everytime I get a 40 in a mountain of 100s she wants to scream at me and cuss me out.... I want to die. I feel terrible today, nd I am done putting up with this bull. I started taking pain pills almost everyday, but the pain won't go away. I need to talk to someone. ASAP.

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AmbieAssassin 9 years ago

I sort of know how you feel, but I can't say that I do completely. orz I really do hope that you are feeling better. If you're not though, I'll be more than happy to talk to you. <3

_AiAstin99 9 years ago

I know how you feel. It always happen to me. last month, my position drops but my marks is quite high but she is still not satisfied. she scold me everyday making me remember of my scores and said, ' look at your score im sure your friend will laugh at you! its the end of the year and you suppose to do your best' and blablabla. i always lock myself in the toilet agter my mom done with her talk and cry silently as I let out everything. sometimes i feel like breaking everything as well but cant.

Lollip0p 9 years ago

It's alright, I suppose all parents are like that.
Every time they scold me or say something hurtful, I drink water (it really calms me down, you should try it!!) and tell myself that one day, I'm going to live by my own and have kids of my own, kids that I will treat the way I wanted to be treated as a child. It's really silly, but it works for me and makes me anticipate the future.