Borderline Personality ing Disorder

Also known as emotionally unstable personality disorder, which I think describes it better to be honest.

And I need to have a rant.

Seriously I am so sick of people ditching me because I read emotions to wtrong

or worrying that their going to abandon me. I mean look who just left and you were getting up me for having abandonment issues?!

ing hell.

you know everyone is either telling me that, I'm ed up, retarded and unworthy to be their friends caugh I have this disorder

or that I'm lying.

i told my best friend that I had it

and she told me that I was lying.

ill tell you all now that she's now my ex best friend 

because if people would just take the time to read the ing Wikipedia page they'd understand

and things would be easier

i basically read emotions ten times more intensely than others

if someone seems upset, I see it as extreme grief.

i take criticism a lot more harshly than intended

i read someone who's pleased as overly joyful.

i am prone to irrational fears of abandonment, addiction and self destructive tendacies

but once you know this its not that hard right?

remind me that your criticism isn't harsh

that I didn't upset you that much

that because I spilt a drink in your lap, on your favourite skirt

that you were actually only a little frustrated and you're not going to leave forevwe

....

is it that hard to be around me?

really?

maybe I'm just seeing things wrong

or maybe I've never had a real friend.

sorry for the rant I tend to do this when I'm sick 

channie out.