Have you ever wanted to do a really messed up RP?

I'm talking totally ed, not some little master slave thing where their punishments are a spanking or an denied. I'm talking about like a psycho spotting someone on the streetand deciding that that person is theirs, kidnapping them, bringing them home and trying to hide the body of the last guy who tried to get away, and then bringing home other people to try to make that first one happy. Seriously. I want an RP that's not fluff and buff happy ending. I want darkness and bloody tears.