i'm tired

to be honest, i feel mad and pissed off

because i realize, i get more lonely that i used to

i mean, i'm always lonely but after i broke up with my ex

and all my friends are busy, i feel like i have no one else

to talk with, to have fun with, to joke with, etc.

i don't know, i feel so tired

sometimes i'd think why i still live in this world

i used to think even though loneliness kills me, i'd still be fine

but i don't think i'm fine anymore

i'm not fine