My Love Life.

Okay, i'm gonna be real and honest with y'all's.

What the do I do about my ing love life? Its honestly pissing the out of me.

So, Marshmallow (many of you know him from my previous blogs) .... ing pisses me off. I mean, I like him. A lot. Still. But I hate him at the same time. Is that even normal? How can you hate and love someone at the same time? (excluding siblings and our precious idols, cause I only know that love and hate between them exist). Like the amount of hate I have for him is to the point that every time he smiles or does a stupid , no matter how loud, soft, small or whatever, I wanna tackle him in the center of the soccer field or the basketball court and choke him, asking him what the is his problem and why the is he smiling so much recently or why the is he wearing a belt of a sudden. And since when did he mothering like sitting next to a girl or more like "girls", huh? Cause last time I checked, every time I would come near you, you would always move the away or somewhere else. What am I? A mother ing germ? man... you should've just said so. Jerk. Sometimes, I think he's gay and that he's just been ed in the , other times I just think he's teasing me on purpose. You know like before happens between two people, there will always be the teasing the other ? Yeah, like that. Like you man!

Second dude, imma name him Armin cause it's cool and thats his favourite character in Attack on Titan. Anyway, this dude... not bad but also pisses me off. Why? Because he gets along or "always" talks to the es in my homeroom. Look, call it jealously or whatever, I can't help it. This was a nobody to them girls, and then all of a sudden, they're exchanging numbers, snapchats, facebooks and whatnots as if they're the bestest of friends. But the difference with Armin and Marshmallow is that Armin actually talks to me which is kinda... nice. I guess. But what happened last Thursday would have to be the best thing thats ever happened to me all week, since I came to school. So it was our photo day that day and so since we're the first two in the class (by alphabetical order) he went first then me. And there were two fire exits we were instructed to exit out from and so he went on the further right corner which I just went to the one on the left. So when I finished that dumb--quick- photo, I quickly made my way to the exit and saw Armin walking towards the stairs. I guess you can say that I felt like Rapunzel from that angle. Cause you know.. I was up and he was down. You get the mother ing picture. Anyway, being the douchebag me, I just continued to walk back towards the entrance we entered for the photo and all of a sudden he calls out to me (since we're the only people outside) "Hey, thanks for waiting." And so I turned around being totally confused to what the he meant by that, only to find out that seconds laters what he really meant and so I "playfully" curtsied to him and apologised with a sheepish smile on my face. (lol gaaaaaay) Anyway, yeah he just shrugged and laughed it off. So I turned back around and continued to walk, so he once again had to run up to try and catch up to me (and hey, I walk fast no matter who i'm with) and he was like joking huffing as if he was running out breath and he goes, "You know you're making me lose a lot of calories just by chasing after you right?" And I was speechless, right? Like who the wouldn't be, unless your a heartless jerk/. Nevertheless, I was like sorry again without the stupid curtsy and just chuckled in response. I totally thanked God that I finally had a chance to be alone with him, without those stupid, annoying es cause it was the first time we could actually talk properly since our orientation day. So yeah, that was the story of me and Armin that happened for one day. (sad and depressing I know) But still, how the was I supposed to know that I should wait for you? I'm not like those girls in homeroom, going, "Hurry up slowpoke, I wanna get to class~" . Anyway, so whatever i'm just happy that we aren't THAT awkward around or with each other. Still, he kinda freaked me out a little cause for some reason, no matter where the I am, he always ends up sitting next to me whenever we have an assembly at school.

So yeah, would I call it fate? No. I ain't believing in that no more. But honestly, seriously, why the do I have to be in two classes with jerk face Marshmallow and how-the--can-I-talk-to-you-properly Armin?

I really need help... like, I can't keep getting pissed at both of them all the time. Its not good for my health and . Besides, I have other people to be pissed at. By the way, quick question. If you guys were me, who would you choose? Marshmallow or Armin?

Oh and have you guys noticed that Armin's paragraph seems to be shorter than Marshmallow's? Yeah. Weird. I know. But hey, I guess they should at least take turns right? Besides, Marshmallows would've been waaaaaay longer if I said it to you guys, cause you honestly don't know how much I wanna bash him up to make him into an actual marshmallow.