Update on me :(

I am SO freaking frustrated it isn't funny. :( I hate going to doctors who just.... GAH! I get not wanting to do an unnecessary surgery I really do, but in my case, it isn't unnecessary. I am IN PAIN constant life disrupting pain and my ARMS go numb. You lying liar >.<

I went to see a nuero surgeon today and he said.... ready for this, nothing is wrong in the area's I'm having pain!!! No. Really, that's what he said. Now I know this isn't true because my FIRST surgeon told me I have a bulging disk/hernia in the upper area where I am hurting now and that was... Gosh in 2012. PLUS the nerve testing showed nerve damage in my neck in FOUR places. How is it possible that there is nothing WRONG? HOW!? So there is NO WAY there is 'nothing there'. We're going for a second opinion, hopefully this Saturday if I can get in. I DO have a pinched nerve this time on the left side... which means the bone from my last surgery hasn't healed and might have even shifted despite the screws and bars. >.< I just want to HIT something I'm so irritated.