i ing hate my life right now. its so confusing, ing irritating and so ing useless. i dont understand why i was given a life, if all i do is disappoint people and myself. the fact that i cant get anything right even though i try my hardest, is just pure humiliating. i swear man... it. theres just point in trying anymore, if i know that the outcome will just be as disappointing as my existance. i know that some people say come on dude, its okay. you can always do it again. but its been how long since i've been going to school and nothing is really changing. i study, study, study. what grade do i get? a one, thats what. fml. fml. fml. it all. anyway, my life is ing confusing and irritating cause i cant choose. i just cannot choose. . i just want to rip out my brain and heart so that it doesnt have to hurt and ache anymore. like for sake. i wish i was just a robot. people just told me what to do and i'd just do it for them. like a slave or a servant. at least i know that im needed. i wish i didnt just hurt my knee, i wish someone would just crash a bus or a truck or a train towards me. i just really, really, really... dont wanna live anymore. now, i'm not thinking of suicide cause i'll probably never be able to do it. but.. it. its the only thing that seems suitable right now.
okay. bye.
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