*sigh*

This is totally unrelated to the topic of this website but if I dont say anything about it I feel like it will eat me from the inside out. 

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The point is that about 6 months ago I started dating this wonderful guy.He was kind to me, he was wonderful and I really truly liked him. He is about 6 years older than me and he has a child. About 3 months into our relationship he told he had to leave, that his life belonged in another city. I knew this would happen, we had discussed this previously. It still hurt to know that I would no longer see him. We decided to keep it long distance. It ws nice at the beginnig, I knew  he still loved me and I was happy. Of course, that is when he began to be a little distant. He said he didn't believe in long distance relationships because his ex had cheated on him while he was away. I tried to convince him that it was not always that way. That I would be good to him. That we would see each other agian. I was beginning to feel burdened by dating him and it killed me to know so. Fast forward a week or two later, he told me he was going to move in with his kid and the mother of the kid. I instantly knew it was a bad idea and I told him so. He said that the boat with her had sail and that he would no longer date her. I was stupid enought to let it go on since about a couple of days after that I broke up with him. I told him that I could not make a long distance relationship work on its own and that even though I loved him, I had to let him go for my own good. We still talked for a while after that. We still do in fact but guess what? Now he is dating the mother of his kid. It hurts because I know their history.I hate hipocrites and I feel so down because I never thought he would be like that. I guess I knew him less than I thought. Blah,