Why...

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AuthordeoBaeks
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Why does everyone do this to me? Why do you always leave whenever I actually start to think you're a true friend? You left when I thought that you were always going to be there for me.. You changed and moved on without me knowing and when I found you again you act like you never even knew me. My friends say that you left for an unknown reason and I think I'm that exact reason. Is it because I'm too clingy? Or is it because maybe I'm too young or not as mature as you are. Maybe it's just because I'm an unlikeable being who everyone hates and leaves to find someone better. Why does everyone always ing do this to me?! It's happened on multiple occasions and I'm to the point where I'm done with it and I just want to leave all of you. Maybe I'll become mute and push everyone away. Maybe I'll just run away with no technology and hopefully someone who actually cares for me will come and rescue me. I'm sure that someone will care for me one day... That's the day that I will be genuinely happy. That's the day where no one in the world can make me sad. That's the day when I will die. And that's the day that no one will even notice that I'm gone...

I'm sorry for being such a up and a clingy bastard... I'm sorry.

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optimist 9 years ago
Hello :)
Well, I have no idea how old you are and I just changed upon your blog but I can say that I am definitely younger than you. Come on, everybody goes through this in life. So what is they leave you? Make new friends then. Friends come and go. Family don't. And I am sure that you know this but friends who leave so easily are not true friends. Isn't it better for them to leave you instead of you leaving them? You seem nice and I am sure that you wouldn't be able to leave or ignore them. Cheer up because I am sure that you will find more friends and have a real and true one that you can count on. Fighting!
kylakaren 9 years ago
I dont know the realy you but believes me nobody shall be treated that way even if they are clingy. Being clingy is just mean that you have a soft heart. Its not a bad thing.
Ive gone through those situations but it's okay. You will get better friends.
skycrawler93 9 years ago
Hey, you okay?
Come talk to me if you want.
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