I just don't get it...

This makes no sense.

I have a great day at school

I'm awake instead of wanting to fall asleep.

I'm happy for once and I wasn't asked if I was okay.

I don't feel stressed. For once this weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

After school I have a splended day with my friends.

They're the best.

But the moment I have to go home.

Downhill we go!

You yell at me because I get in the way of you doing something bad for you?

really?

It's so important that you must yell at me?

Sure just continue to do this idiotic thing that you're going to kill yourself with someday.

I just needed a ride home and I get to put up with bullcrap because you had to wait a couple hours before you could poison yourself with that stuff.

Oh hello to you too!

Oh okay sure just ignore me.

That's fine.

did you notice the new stuff I got?

Does it look cute?

Can I have a compliment for once in my life when we're at home please?

Stop fighting!

I'm still here...

*sigh*

I'm so tired.

Just too tired.

Every time I have a good day outside of home I have the most horrid time. Everytime I have a bad day at school home is still bad. I feel as if home isn't really a "home" for me. I don't know maybe I'm just exhausted. Maybe that's it and I'll look back at this and think, "Wow was I stupid." It certainly doesn't feel that way now.

Can I be aknowledged without insults? Or pointing out my flaws? Or without people over?

Could I just be told, "You look very nice today."

That's all I'm asking really.

Just something nice to hear from people I love.