not ing impressed.

i want to make a blog post but i know that some people will be offended in a way or get butthurt about it.
so - should i make one? or should i not?
do i really care about someones feelings right now? probably not.

its been a ing while since the time i've been on rpr and during that time, i've seen things change:
- people have become more thirsty.
- people cling and find love too quickly.
- people "user" chase and that ing pisses me off just as much as face chasing.
- people stalk the out of you just to get replies, saying like, "why don't you reply to me on so and so." i just --- /sighs.
- people will do anything in order for you just to do . as in anything.
- people befriend you on rpr but then turn their back against you, saying nasty to random people.

now, i'm not the one to get angry very easily, but this needs to stop. i've seen these kind of posts many times from different rpers. and i'm not really surprised why they did so.

i've been here for what? 4 years? and during that process of time, i've gotten busy. did you guys think i was in ing kindergarten where i had all the time and luxury in the world? no . think again.

so, because i am getting busier as time passes, i tend to lose my muse quite quickly. am i the one to blame? partially, yes. but that doesn't mean, you have to ing ask me why i haven't replied? or why my replies are getting shorter? or why the my attitude is changing?

like  please, i have my own problems to solve. don't become one of them. 

theres a ing thing called, "patience", ever heard of that? i'm just so ing glad that my patience level is up to the heavens, because if it wasn't i'd be roasting the person that made me feel this way in the first place. when i am a character in an rp, and i am in a relationship, of course the boat is sailing smoothly and all that . but - a few weeks later or something, of course. both parties may end up taking a while just to reply. why? loss of muse, busy ooc, etc. BUT. BUT. BUT. DO I ING POKE THEM? NO. I DON'T ING POKE THEM BECAUSE I KNOW EXACTLY WHY THEY DON'T WANT TO RESPOND. yes, i may be sad that they ain't replying to me anymore or like they used to, BUT THAT DOESN'T GIVE ME THE RIGHT TO, "/poke;poke. you need to reply to me. :)" I DONT DO THAT CAUSE IT MAKES ME CRINGE AND I DONT WANNA BE A BOTHER. OH MY GOD.

people who are thirsty and needing for attention need to go away. thats all i can say.

people who character chase - OFF. this has been happening since the beginning i've been here. its like, bae joohyun has become the new son naeun or some . i get it, they're the new and more popular idols, BUT DONT USE THEM AS A WAY TO GET ATTENTION. HOLY . IF YOU WANT ATTENTION JUST TALK. TALK TO PEOPLE. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD??? YOU'RE BEHIND A ING COMPUTER SCREEN. WHO'S GONNA JUDGE YOU? YOUR PRESENCE ALONE ISN'T GONNA SOLVE . this is why i hated naeun for a long time. sorry. but its true. i hated her because a lot of people only used her for popular purposes. but the best naeun and the only naeun i could never hate is pinkpanda's one. she was real and not fake. <3

people who cling onto a relationship even though the other side of the party wants to break up, need to off. YOUR RELATIONSHIP ISN'T GONNA WORK OUT ANYMORE SO WHY BOTHER CLINGING ONTO IT??? I DONT ING UNDERSTAND. THEY ALSO KNOW THAT IT ISN'T GONNA WORK OUT, SO WHY BOTHER ABOUT IT. JUST ING BREAK UP AND LEAVE. OH MY GOD. I JUST -------- ARRRRRRGH. and also, if you happen to break up with someone you've been rping for as your boyfriend for a while, and you've become "friends" thru ooc, don't talk or spread about them leaving your dirty behind their back. thats just ing rude. it was a decision they had to make and you should ing accept that.

also, another not. DONT MIX YOUR DAMN OOC EMOTIONS TO YOUR ING IC ONES. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I ING SEEN THIS HAPPEN, HUH? HUH? GET OUT NOW. you shouldn't mix your ooc emotions when it comes to love to your ic ones cause it pisses everyone off!!! oh my god. the amount of times i've seen this happen should be ing rewarded. like, if you fall so deep for a character and its user, step away from the computer or phone, take a nice long walk around the street or the park, then jump off a ing cliff, okay? :) good. BUT SERIOUSLY, YOU SHOULDN'T BE DOING THAT - OH MY GOD. ITS CREEPY AS HELL. WHAT IF THE DUDE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN WAS A ING 60 OR 80 YEAR OLD??? WOULD YOU STILL FALL IN LOVE WITH HIS CRUSTY AND SAGGY ????

now, most of the rps these days are crack. i get it. people are quite lazy nowadays. i am too. but the and drama that happens in them is ing unreal. is it really necessary to start a fight with someone in an rp just because your "bae" is talking to someone else even if you guys aren't "official" yet? please. if you want drama, go and turn on the tv. watch the news or some . theres plenty of drama going on there.

another thing are those admins that close down an rp for i dont know what or why. if you're going to deactivate, i respect your decision. but if you know that many people are still rping in them, why don't you just give that to another admin to take care of? holy .

also, because rpr gets noticed everyday. new people come to play. let me just say something. if a room on your rp is rated 'm', we, as people on that rp, should be allowed to swear or do whatever the we want. yes, i know we should respect admins but you can't refrain someone from swearing if they do it often. its just like telling a vegetarian to keep eating meat so that they can get stronger. no - if someone who is a baby, happens to enter an rp that is known for swearing, i suggest they rethink their decision and head on the outta there.

rpr has become a ing mess. it really has. thats why i'm thinking of leaving. but y'all know my loyal won't do that. i have friends here - but. that doesn't mean, i really won't do it. maybe i'll just make another ing account. who knows.

this rant is ing all over the place, omfg.

and if you guys think that you're part of this blog post - maybe you are, maybe you're not. and if your impression of me has changed well thank you. i'm glad i've shown my true colours to you.

but yeah, i'm done. not really. but i dont wanna start causing "ratched " drama just because of a blog post. like holy . these are my thoughts. not yours. so get the out. peace.