I just moved into a new country, and I wasn't expecting the loneliness and homesickness to hit me on day two. I really wasn't, but there I am.
My sister is at school, and university won't start until January/February for me, so I have literally five months of nothingness ahead of me. I don't think I'm allowed to work. I don't know the city, I don't know anyone, and the atmosphere already makes me feel uncomfortable.
On top of that, I'm pretty damn sad because it seems like I can't get anywhere with roleplaying. I have become so picky that it's become hard for me to find any partners (and right now it's what I need since I'm lonely and have a lot of time on my hands). I did find two people with whom I thought I could build something, but they aren't replying right now, which is completely fine because they have a life of their own, but it still makes me feel incredibly ty.
I guess I don't know what to do anymore, and I just need to let everything out.
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