tbh the best part of being sick

is this drug right here

https://www.amazon.com/Watermelon-Frost-Tea-10g-Bags/dp/B008ZXWGW4

ing watermelon tea 

it smells soooo good 

well not soooo good it smells like old asian medicine but like

you know when you sniff it and it clears your sinuses 

yeaahh that good 

and it tastes good

and i love it

but it's so hard to sip down a cup in one sitting i swear 

also a tmi 

i was so damn mad for like a week or so because my period wouldn't come even though my tracker said it was gonna come hella early 

and like

i put in my cup early jic

but like

i went like a week without any blood

and i was just like

really 

you gonna do this 

you really gonna do this 

and then this morning i was just gonna wait for my period to come because my cup smelled like the curry i had last night and it was disgusting tbh i was like ew i am not putting that back up my crotch 

but i rinsed it in hot water and it muted the smell so i guess it's gucci now

but like i was really pissed later because i kept getting stomach aches (i don't get cramps fyi not yet at least *prays*)  and was like gFDI CURRY YOU ED ME UP

but really i just started my period

and  was like 

yesss i'm not mary 

and like 

now i'm pissed at everything again 

not really

just 

sick and tired and i need more painkillers