i might be the worst person ever :))

hey guys how are you

well today i just found out that my friend broke up with her bf because of me.... and before beating me to death with ropes and hanging me with rocks ... what o_O? .... by that that i didnt meant i got between them or i had anything for her and stuff like that ... i mean we are practicly like brother and sister ... but thats what bothered him and decided to break up with her... after a year of relationship ... i mean ... i didnt knew how to react to the thing exept to laugh my off ... 

"oh but you insensible ..dont you feel bad for that ? it was your fault " ...

first of all ... isnt a insensible just a numb butthole ? o_O?

and second ... no .. why would i feel bad ? i mean my stomach kinda feels bad but thats from diarrhea ... thing that im sure lots of you needed to know :)))).

i mean why would i care ? everyone knew how close we were and stuff like that.. and besides .. is not like it happened to me as well right ? ... right ? .... :))))))) Jesus my life :)))))

for those who knows ... shut up ok ? :)) i dont even care anymore.... i mean when it happened i was like ... omg is the end my life doesnt matter anymore i love her but she clearly loves someone else , life doesnt matter anymore everything is done , buildings are collapsing , it rains with blood , im dying , i have 23 diseases and 37 of them are 51 cases of cancer ... :)))))) but now when i think of it i just laugh and im like ... jesus past me you were stupid :)) ...

and for those who doesnt know what im talking about ... well i dont know either... 99.99% of the cases its just stupid talking and me beeing retarded :)) ... but in this case.. well long story short ... long time ago ... in a far far away dark past of mine i fell in love with a girl ... and i wish i woudve fell with my eyes in rusty nails instead but cant change it now :)) ... and as stupid as i was i really loved her , but she was like ... "i love you too .... i also love other 14 friends of mine and their brothers.... and their friends ... and their friends's friends ... and their friends's friends's cousins .. i swear to God their are just like brothers to me ....... but i love them" :)))))) wow that was actually pretty acurate ..... 100% :))))))

trust me ... you have no ideea how annoying it is to love someone and actually care abt that person alot and hear him/her always talking about this brother-like friend of hers is so great and how much she/he loves them ... in a brotherly/sisterly way .... (not) ... :)))) or trying to talk to them and having them reply after hourse .. sometimes days and their excuse ... oh i read your msg but didnt replied cuz i was too busy talking to him ... well screw you :))) ... thinking of it the probability of that last phrase isnt so low at all :)))))))) 

and because i know she will see this..... hi ^_^ ... :))))) or at least someone related to her or any of those friends or their brothers ... or cousins ... or friends of friends ... :)))))))))) ... or her family members.... which is still her but with dosens of accounts pretending to be other family members :))))) ....

anyway guys im just gonna leave it here ... i would write more but this diarrhea really gets the best of me :))))))))