is it just me or

i join too many rps

then i lose my muse

and i fEEL BAD FOR LEAVING BUT I FEEL BAD FOR HOGGING A CHARA BC THERE'S A 95% CHANCE SOMEONE MIGHT HAVE WANTED MY CHARA AND SAW I WAS HOGGING IT TF UP AND WENT AWWWW I WANTED TO JOIN

bc i do this all the time when i see a *insert bts member here* who hasn't posted in 5 days and isn't active but they aint inactive aND YOU CANT ASK FOR THAT CHARA SO I SEETHE A LIL AND DONT JOIN

sighs why must this vicious cycle continue bc i'm probs gonna end up joining more gosh darn rps

maybe not rpr is hella silent so my muse for rpr in general is slippin but i don't wanna go on 6 month hiatus again y'all

bc now that all my application is done all i gotta do is play the waiting game and kinda keep my grades from not slipping tOo much so i have t i m e on my hands and nothing to do with it bc tHIS GOSH DARN SITE IS QUIET BC EVERYONE ELSe is busy

wait was this a rant - woah that was weird i forgot how to rant

aight i'm prolly gon go read some vkook bc what else can i do

mUah good luck if you're back to school already and stressing, you can do it !! i love you guys