Sad.

Yall I'm sad.

I feel like I'm sad all the time, but that's probably because I'm lonely and also because I'm not super happy with the house we're currently living in. 

Today I let my dad borrow my laptop, which is already broken, since the battery is dead, and it has to be plugged at all times for it to work. My charger was already broken, but it worked if I strategically folded it. He broke it for good :(

I'm sad because my private rp who used to be active everyday has been inactivated for three weeks, the other rps I have muse for are inactive as well, and I put everything else on hiatus since my muse is gone. Where do all the lost muses go?

So now I have no active rps, which really because it was one of the few things that would put a smile on my face and structure my day. 

I'm ready to end this 8 month vacation, but I feel like I really wasted my time.