feeling good is nice.

it really is- i usually do feel good, mentally at least (despite constantly being drained), but like feeling good good is really nice.

i feel as though nothing can get me down. my skin is thick and nothing can stop me- nothing.

i'm sleepy from only sleeping like two hours last night, and i have homework probably, and i have yet to eat dinner and it's 10pm-

but i feel good still???

friends are so valuable, honestly. just sitting down with a good friend and talking about nonsense is nice. i like sitting with my friend at lunch, she's strumming at her ukulele and we're singing random songs and laughing about something so insignificant. we're laying down in the middle of the school hallway and talking about how nervous we are for ending this year, but then we talk about moving in together just to get a little puppy to share while she's taking a gap year to work and i'm at university hopefully. or how we really need to book our grad photo appointments then brushing it off to sing another song at the top of our lungs in the hall.

my friends on here are so so valuable as well. talking about how their day went and me continuously doting on them for using cute emoticons or gushing about something they did at school or work. or listening to them if they have a problem, adamant on helping them feel like a happy bean again. because that's all that you guys deserve.

i just- want everyone around me happy too. it's such an impossible wish, but i still hope everyday for it. that even if you guys are going through at work or school, maybe your parent or guardian is bagging on you for a reason. but nonetheless, you are strong and worth it and deserve only the best.

i'm here for you. if you ever need to talk, i'm here. if you want a pickmeup, smack me and say "tell me a joke". i'm good at those- if you want to just vent, i'm here. if you just want a friend to say silly things with and have inside jokes with and know that someone cares, i'm here. so many people are here for you. i'm just offering myself directly like this heh.

amazing. you're amazing, you cute beans. i love you guys, and if we don't know each other that well, you're still amazing!

there needs to be more positivity. and here's me spreading some truths. i love youuuuuuuuUUUuuuUUU u guys.

okbye i'm drooling on my keyboard.