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3:30am.

everyone's asleep and i'm in a state of confusion. 

i have class first thing in the morning, and my first class is photography- which i'm apparently failing since my teacher sent a letter to my mum about my poor attendance and missing assignments when he doesn't even give us assignments :^)

but i'm just generally confused- as to why some people look at things always in the negative? emphasis on some as i know lots of people don't usually do this, because you're all precious beams of sunlight.

i say that i'm happy then some sideswipes me with "mhm sure you are."

is it an anomaly for someone to be happy? i didn't know that : " )

or not even towards me, to others as well- confusion on my side as to why do that?

be positive, guys. it'll make you as a person feel better as well. if i look forward with a positive eye, i almost always feel a bit of hope seep into me.

i mean i love cheering you guys up if you ever need it, but wouldn't it be amazing if you could prevent ever feeling negative in the first place? i know it's hard, sugar plums ;;; w ;;; but i believe in you !!!

i dunno what i'm saying anymore, i wish i was tired lol- don't wanna think before my full day q m q

ok i love you guys ♡ hope you guys have great days/nights jaowhfisbd i'm always open to talking h h hh h