i think i'm getting retarded :))))

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why the it got so hard for me lately to talk/write in my own languge ? :))
i just got a message from a friend who i didn't actually talked with while i was away ? i mean when i was in my country we were talking all the time but when i started traveling , then moving to UK , traveling again and we kinda lost contact and yesterday she found out i'm back and texted me on facebook about she just heard i'm back and stuff like this and i was like o_o what do i write back ? ... um.. a .... mmm ....and i started writting stuff then realised wait that's not right ... or i didn't knew how to use certain words in the sentences and stuff like that :))) and ended up writting only " da " which means yes in my language :))))

i mean , dafuq's wrong ? it's the language i grew up with and stuff , i tought you can't forget your own launguage :)) can you ? is that actually possible ? or i'm really getting retard :))))
and i don't mean that for the past few years i haven't used my language, yeah i did , i mean i talk with my mother on the phone but even tho we talk pretty often it's not for too long ... maybe like 5-10 min or smt like that ? 
even when i'm talking to myself , i'm talking in english , right now i can write a whole ing book in english if i have too but i feel like i can't write corectly a simple text in my own language :))))
i remember a while ago a friend of mine wanted to start watching a anime i saw and he asked me if it's good and stuff and i wanted to tell him that it's good and what's about and stuff without spoiling and i realised dafuq i'm writting that makes no ing sense :)))) so what i ended up doing was i copy-paste him what was written on the Wiki :)))) 

has anyone else experienced this or shall am i getting crazy ? :))

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kanyenot 7 years ago
yeah tbh my mother language is Spanish but since im biracial and moved from a Spanish speaking household to one that spoke only English when my parents divorced, I forgot everything and now I can barely understand Spanish
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