okay, so uh, how do i start again? HAHA. i'm really not good with this stuff. e_e
anyway, thankyou for those who helped me from the thing to the maid outfit thing >///< really great help guys! he said he had fun ♥ oh, and one thing.. i'm not ashamed to admit that i'm a guy mistress(?) in an rp or whatever you call that. lmao, lemme explain a little bit. I HOPE YOU TAKE TIME TO READ THIS D; it's not that long D;
when i first came to this rp, he was the one who talked to me. like all night long. we started to cuddle and all that sweet chitty cheng cheng. XD he's really good in rping. so i'm all like; holy , he's so sweet asdfghjkl. then our characters got close, closer than close. and closer than closer? e__e okay, i'm not even making sense. THEN, when my character started to develop feelings for him i never knew that he was that type of guy who flirts. -__- it broke my heart seeing his comments, posts and all that to all other cute guys. that's when i discovered that he likes doll faces. then he confessed to my character, our characters got together and then one day, he asked me; [ would you be upset if ____ and my character got together? ] so obviously, i lied and said; [ of course not. do what you want, i'm totally fine with it ] even if i wasn't really okay with it. then i stopped talking to him for like.. a week, i guess? (it was hell) i asked a friend to come and rp with me as my character's boyfie but i wasn't really happy with him. really, i sound mean or bad but it's true. he doesn't go online much. then after that, i came to a conclusion that i should leave the rp. i came to the admins and informed them that i'll be leaving at midnight where people aren't online much then i did. then later, when i woke up, my inbox was oozing with his messages /blushes/ HAHAHA. he said that he was so upset that i left BLAH BLAH BLAH then just with that, i came back :D but then.. his character suddenly got into a relationship.. i;m like; awww, he didn't wait for me anymore. then everything got complicated. as in seriously complicated. he told his boyfriend that he was inlove with someone else; (my character) but the guy wouldn't let him go! D; i hope you understood just for a little bit what's written up there. my mind is just so ed up right now that i cant even think straight anymore.
and then i have this problem too /sighs/ i'm seriously in love with him right now. as in seriously serious. he said he think he loves me. we really share this mutual thing but.. there's this /coughs/possessive/coughs/ girl who's claiming him all to herself. the girl even got jealous of me. D;
if you cant understand, you can ask mehhhhhhh =(((
i think i'm in really deep right now.
i'm in a love triangle IC and OOC. WHAT THE ACTUAL D;
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