why is it always like this (if you don't want a rant don't read)

My dad is at it again be litting me again............I tried to cut some weeds but my cutter is two small and it could't cut through and he gets mad i didn't do it when I told him before hand that it was to hard and he blames for being lazy 

I am just so done with him he blames me for everything 

oh where is [object] it must be Christina's fault 

oh I do so much for you what do you do nothing (when I do stuff all the time)

I just want to die......maybe they would be happier

later he is going to demand I get him ice cream and act all nice and try to make me the bad guy I am DONE