The end..

You always..used to say, How much I am important to you..How much do you care about me...How much you love me..

Now..After getting hurt by you..in the million time...after you said..I was the one who crossed the line

....Not noticing I wasn't.. not like you did..only you.

Somehow it's proves me..How wrong I was about you..after all this time..

After forgiving you about such an painful thing you did..two years ago..after you already BROKE my heart..two years ago.

You know? I'm the stupid one..to trust you...to trust you again...to even forgive you..

I was such a  marionette to follow anything you said...Like joining this site..like getting hurt by you even in this site..not only in real life..

I REALLY HATE YOU.

This is goodbye..It is so hard to tear you up from my heart..but I will.

Cause I know...what you are doing to me..this is not LOVE..no, sorry to tell you this..but this is not love...

Stop lying to me..and please, stop lying to yourself. 

Goodbye..."MY FRIEND" <\3

I don't care if you read this post or didn't..But I'm broken and needed to write this down.