So uhm. i just wanna pour my feelings here bcs apparently i cant tweet abt it or rant abt it everywhere else since he follows every acc i own AND AND AND we are too close.
i guess i fall for my own best friend. HARD. idk what should i say about it, i srsly told my best not to admit the feelings bcs we are stuck in the same college for 2 years and to have him know my feelings (im a sick obvious person) within the time we are studying in the same institution would be so awkward.
he keeps giving me butterflies by the time i literally didnt ask for it and he keeps treating me as if im sort of his wife or something. he would ask me what color do i wear tmrw so we can match up, he would DM my freakin friends to take care of me when im sick (bcs our college dont let boys and girls get so close uhm) and he would bring me food that i crave for. HE EVEN SENT ME PICS OF HIM EVERYDAY CAN YOU IMAGINE.
i would be fine if im the one falling for him, like im used to being friendzoned but IF HE LIKES ME BACK AND WE WOULD ENGAGE TO A RELATIONSHIP AND THERE ARE POSSIBILITIES OF BREAKING UP, that would be so sad.
i would say im so in love with him that i want to have him forever if i can. he would be such a perfect husband ( mm he smells good, hardworking, verrryyyyyyy precise, and very clean) but IF we were to fall in love now at the age that we're not supposed to get married (yet) and we could break up, it would be such a waste to lose him.
IM SO TIRED WISHING THAT OUR FEELINGS ARE MUTUAL AT TIMES I JUST WANNA GO AHEAD AND PINCH HIS CHEEKS AND HUG HIS ARMS AND KISS HIM. ok bye
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