Personal Message
FOR YOU...
DESPITE BEING AN OMEGA I CAN’T IMAGINE MYSELF GETTING SOFT FOR SOMEONE AT ALL AND IF I HAVE TO BE HONEST I STILL DON’T THINK I’LL BE ABLE TO. BUT WITH YOU EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE DIFFERENT, I'VE LET MY GUARDS DOWN AND SHOWED YOU ALL THE SIDES THERE WAS OF ME. WHEN YOU FIRST CAME AROUND OUT OF THE BLUE AND I WANTED TO AVOID YOU SO BADLY CAUSE HECK- I WASN’T USED TO ANYONE COURTING ME, IT WAS ALWAYS THE OTHER WAY AROUND. I WASN’T SURE IF I LIKED THE CHANGE OR NOT AT FIRST WHICH IS WHY I PUSHED YOU AWAY BUT THE MORE I RESIST THE MORE I WAS DRAWN TO YOU. YOU’RE SO CHARMING JIWON BUT I LATER REALISE THATS NOT WHY I FELL FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU FOR YOU BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY I LOVE MYSELF WHEN I’M AROUND YOU. I LOVE HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN I’M WITH YOU AND HONESTLY I HAVEN’T FELT ANYTHING PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL THATS CLOSE TO HOME AS YOU MAKE ME FEEL WITH YOU AROUND. I SMILE A LOT MORE OFTEN AND I SELFISHLY DON’T WANT TO STOP. I STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY I DESERVE YOU BUT I THINK I’D LIKE A LOT IF WE WERE TO HOLD EACH OTHER'S HANDS AND CALL EACH OTHER LOVERS.
I'll miss you, Mark....
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Jiwon 22 white fur 60kg single/heartbroken
Kim Jiwon, Red Valiencia pack. Jiwon is one of the strongest Alphas in the pack, and being the son of the leader surely had its affects on his status. Jiwon, unlike what he looks like which is a playboy to many eyes, is quite the nerd. not that he does have his fun though, he is just one you would find in the corner of the library with a black frame glasses on, reading some historical thick book no on would probably touch. he is quite the weirdo. He is that one annoying kid that gets the best mark without opening the book, but oh well, he cant help his awesome brain. he is a car lover, he absolutely adore the sports cars and drools over the images of motorcycles. he is an attention , but only for specific people as he can go from "i like you' to 'i dont give a about you' fast. He is a normal kid, but one thing for sure, he had never been lucky in the love department. whoever he had showed interest in had ended up rejecting him quite harshly, though he doesnt exactly stop the flirting. he is the clingy type at times, why? because he lacks the affection. he had lost his mother as a child, and his father was quite the rough man, only knowing how to give tough love instead of affection, so its what he craves, yet he doesnt get much of it. and the best solution in all these years had been his books...he is quite childish at times, why? he didnt exactly have a childhood, not like one that many others had. tough love cant always be good.