soulseeker

♃❝ad astra per aspera.❞

I am not a graceful person. I am not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset.

 

I am a Tuesday 2am, gunshots muffled by a few city blocks. I am a broken window during February.

My bones crack on a nightly basis. I fall from elegance with a dull thud, and I apologize for my awkward sadness. I sometimes believe that I don’t belong around people, that I belong to all the leap days that didn’t happen.

 

The way light and darkness mix under my skin has become a storm. You don’t see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.

 

The same old tale of Bonnie and Clyde, except this time, only one was the victim. A love so fervent and volatile, able to leave collateral damage wherever it set foot. That type of love, wise men warned you about. A foolish infatuation that recklessly led a life of adrenaline, a constant rush that thrilled and took you to a new kind of high, and for the Park’s that was what they craved the most.

 

What started out as a simple romance of high school sweethearts, full of blind stupidity and enamored actions, and what led them down a road of fated nemesis?

 

It was probably the way life battered them everywhere they went, unable to grasps what they desired, the lovers decided to start reclaiming what life ruthlessly took from them. It began small as a harmless game, urging eachother to overstep the boundaries of society and break the rules without regret or fear in mind. But as time passed, it bloomed into an addiction, a need that never ceased. No, if anything the flower of darkness grew only stronger inside their burnt hearts. Followers of forbbiden frenzies so enticed with their life, it brought forth a new one, and her name was Park Hyemin.

She wasn’t planned, none of it was. Throughout most of their adult life they were outlaws, posing as a normal couple that enthralled all those who saw them, with their entrancing smiles and alluring eyes, they had everybody wrapped up in their story, hanging on every word that poured like dulcet venom from the tip of their sly tongues. And that’s exactly what they wanted, to have everybody devouring up their façade, too capivated to even perceive what the duo infernale stole from them before the pair vanished from the scene like fleeting billows of smoke. Only leaving behind a destructive path of greedy, withering flames.  A simple tactic with ever changing factors, all ending in success.

And when they broke into one house, abandoned, decrepit, devasted - that their love solidified. Others would see nothing but trash, filth, a hideout unfit to live in, but the Park’s saw it as the place they could give their daughter shelter, and they did.

 

Born into the archetype of an urban poverty disaster, the little girl wasn't born rolling in money. Rather, she was utterly devoid of both, wealth and care. Her parents were simply puppets on a string, tied to substance abuse and their never fading hunger for the ecstatic euphoria, danger awakened in their criminal minds. Hope was something hardly ever found near the place Hyemin naively called home.

 

UNDER CONSTRUCTION. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.

Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum.

PERSONALITY: Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.

Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum.

#others

LIKES: Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel.

DISLIKES: Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc.

FACTS: Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue.

Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum.

#plots

01 LONELY HEARTS KILLERS | taken by name @ walls
Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel.

02 ASHES TO ASHES | open
Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.

03 ROTTEN TO THE CORE | open
Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.

04 HALF PAST FIVE | open
Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.


05 MISFITS | open
Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.


06 REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE | open
Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas.

07 A STARGAZER'S SYMPHONY | open
Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum.

#ooc

As much as I may come off cracky and weird in the spam room, I'm a rather serious roleplayer who prefers interesting plots and eloquent people. Overall I'm a friendly person, so don't hesistate to hit me up. Nevertheless, like everyone, I do have my pet peeves and politely ask you to respect my wishes and refrain from giggling, using emoticons & tildes, posting c&p messages and post below 10 lines on my wall. I do both povs and as long as you're trying to be detailed, literate and coherent, we're good. Last but not least, if you ask me to plot with you, don't make me do all the work, I expect you to have at least some kind of idea we can work on.

 

Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Vestibulum blandit ipsum maximus vestibulum tempus. Integer facilisis lectus elit, rhoncus sollicitudin ante sollicitudin vel. Quisque suscipit augue nec mi cursus condimentum. Suspendisse tempor urna vitae dui fringilla egestas. Fusce egestas, lectus in hendrerit pharetra, nulla sem volutpat enim, vitae vulputate augue ante vel eros. Maecenas ut nisl augue. Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc.

one. first things first, I'm a 3rd-pov-Multi-para-to-novella writer, hence i prefer detailed plots and eloquent people. two. Most of the time I will simply mirror the length of your posts and your writing style - unless I'm deeply intrigued by the story line, then things might escalate a little bit. three. If We are roleplaying and I provide you with a really long reply, I won't expect you to match the length but you should try your best at least. after all, i invested precious time and effort and i absolutely refuse to waste my breath and energy. four. don't leave me hanging for several days or even weeks. if you're busy or simply fell out of interest, just say so. I'm actually a quite nice person, so i will understand. five. unfortunately, englisch isn't my first language, which means that i still make some mistakes regarding grammar or word usage. if i do, please point it out politely and correct me. nobody is perfect and i'm always willing to improve my skills. six. my timezone is gmt +2, therefore i'm often asleep when others are awake. sadly. however, this doesn't limit my replies, even though i'd prefer taking my time with roleplaying. try not to rush me because i have a life outside of roleplay republic and sometimes my muse simply commited suicide by jumping off a cliff. overall i'm friendly (as i already stated above) and more than willing to plot and cope with whatever idea you might have in mind. so don't hesitate to message me.

Pellentesque habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas. Vivamus quis convallis nunc. Curabitur euismod finibus ipsum, rhoncus placerat elit auctor non. Aenean ullamcorper elit id sollicitudin dictum.