Personal Message
Call Me Seungheon.
What can I say that will make a lasting impression on those that view these words? I'm Seung Heon, if you don't already know. What a great start, yes? I actually don't know what to say about myself most of the time, there really isn't much to say. Well, there is, but I don't know where to begin to be able to put it in words.
But here is to trying. I'm Seungheon. I would say that I am shy, but really, I'm just an awkward person. I don't really know how to talk to people sometimes, and other times I don't want to. But don't misunderstand, there are times that I am the most talkitive person and will talk your ear off. Although those times are rare, they still exist.
Fear is something that makes up a majority of who I am. It's stupid and I hate it. I try to get rid of fear and fear laughs in my face. Anxiety is a monster that haunts my dreams, clouds my judgment, and control's who I am, but it doesn't define who I am. Makes sense right?
But aside from all of the negatives, there are the positives. I love solitude. Solitude being roaming the forest in the dead of night, fearing my surronding, fearing what is out there with me, but loving that no one is out there beside me as I roam each and every crevice of it.
Despite my physique and what you may think, I love food and will eat all day. Call it my ultimate sin. If I had religion, I would be on one long road to hell without any chance of being saved.
My parent's haven't been the worst parent's, but we don't talk and haven't since I moved out of their house. It's my fault, really. I stopped talking to them because I feel guilty. Being born to an alpha of a small town pack and a beta who thought she was baron, an omega wasn't something they were prepared for. Their pack had omega's, and they were prepared for it, but they weren't prepared for an omega who couldn't take over their alpha's position as the leading alpha. "An omega's place isn't for leading, it's for child baring." One of the elder's of the pack told my parent's when I reached maturity.
Of course, this wasn't the only reason for their troubles. Keeping me from being mated until I was ready was hard on them. And with my heat coming so late, they were afraid of not being ready whenever it hit. So I moved out before they wouldn't have to suffer something like that.
That's basically it for now. That is all that makes Park Seungheon who is it as of yet.
| Name: Park Seung Heon | Relationship Status: Single |
| Age: 19 | Pack: Winter Shadows |
| My love: No one as of yet. | POV: 1st novella and 3rd(preferred) |
Description
+OOC Corner+
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Hi~ I'm Kayla.
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My age is disclosed from public view. No reason really, but that I like to be mysertious lol (Feel free to ask me via pm though.)
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I'm very busy from Monday-Thursday, so I won't be as active as I will be from Friday-Sunday. (School is a killer, also work.)
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I'm slow at responding, but it's mostly because I want my response to be good and make sense. (Also, because of a learing disabililty, but let's not discuss that.)
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I can build a plot with someone, but it's hard for me to think of one myself.
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I generally really quiet and like my character to portray that.
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I have a habit of straying away from the plot in which we are doing without realizing it, so do point that out if it ever happens.
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I am open to , but I would prefer to talk about the do's and dont's before the siuation arises, that way we can get a feel of what we find comfortable or not.
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I feel like I need to say this twice, but I do have a learning disability (reading comprehension to be more specific) and I often reply without understanding what I am replying to. If this ever happens, I'd appreciate it if you'd let me know and explain what I didn't respond to like expected. (I want this known because I know that I frustrate people sometimes when I don't get what I am reading and end up jumping all over the place and I want to prevent that.)
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If there is anything else that I haven't mentioned or you would like to kno, feel free to pm me or drop by my wall. :)