Personal Message
 
May 6th, 2016
Still
in love with him..
 
To Choi Minki
 
I'm sorry...

I hate myself.

I hate how annoying I am.

I hate... What I've become.

I wish I could be a better boyfriend.

I wish I could be less of a whiny person.

I wish... I wish we can be what we used to be.

I wish I could kiss you without hurting.

I wish I could love you without crying...

I wish.. That you were still in love with me...

And yet, even though you no longer love me, I still love you...

I'm foolish like that, it seems.
 
And thank you..

For everything..
 
For showing me what love it.
 
For loving me...
 
For picking me...
 
And for giving me your time and attention...
 
I'm sorry I'm not very worth it...
 
I'm not worthy of you.

I'm sorry I had to leave like this...

I just couldn't do this anymore...

Let me be selfish.

Let me leave before you leave me...

Take my heart, because I won't need it anymore.

I'll forever love you, even after the universe ends.

I'm sorry... Again.