Personal Message

 

 

 

 
 

 

 

 

Should i kill myself today or go and get a cup of coffee?

 

 

 

3rd POV, not accepting one-liners, not the /*does this*/ style of writing. Be prepared for honesty and me not answearing to your plot once I decide it's not worth my time. I take it quite seriously, which means every plot must be detailed, and talk about before hand. All of mine plots will be somehow connected;

Be aware, that I'm not adraid to shout at you and put you through the guilt trip if I don't like you or what you did. I love controversy.
 
 
 

PERSONALITY;

 

Who am I? What am I?

 

Confusing, that's for sure. His parents kept the struggle of raising an eloquent and cultivated young man - and in their eyes (of course, after spending some quality time with Jinhwan's teachers) they have done quite good job, if they were to say so themselves. Boy doesn't talk back, charms people with his smiles and politely nods when spoken to.

 

However, here I am going to finish the praises, considering he doesn't deserve more.

 

If we were to talk about his pears, all of the above magically disappears; supposedly nice and well behaved child, but wit and irony stick with him like a glue. All the restraint he would keep before someone elder melts away, while the transition between his mouth and brain happens to loose it's connection. The bigger nonsense that leaks through his lips, the more sounds appear to offend other subjects of humanity, than bring some content into the actual conversation.

 

Jinhwan has very specific sense of humour, that he simply can't control - this by itself eliminates people from the outside of his (already tiny) circle of friends and keeps them from befriending him. More often than not he is seen as a peasant and a boor in a first meeting, but he himself doesn't mind - I honest and sassy, so if you can't take it, it ain't my loss.

 

Blonde has no problem whatsoever making new friends, yet it doesn't mean he wouldn't rather spend his day in an empty room, laptop and a book by his hand reach, instead of going to the town or party with more people than he would be capable of stealing attention from (selfish attention , yes). He's not anti-social (lies), but the constant need to have attention on him puts him into this awkward position where he will act all cute and affectionate.

 

Additionally to that, Jinhwan is highly tempered. It's really easy to piss him off, even considering that he is really self aware - he is a control freak. If anything goes in a different way, its very easy to tick Jinhwan off, changing him into that bomb with kilometre of radius.

 

(Ironically, all that need for attention is only hiding his discomfort from being in a scary, unknown and unwanted position and place.)

 

FUNFUCTS;

 

-> Not putting any norms of society onto himself (such a hipster), Jinhwan doesn't consider himself of any uality. He believes that everyone is capable of falling in love with anything (this, however, does not mean he is fully panual. he is capable of stating weather a woman (or a pan, at this rate) is attractive to the extend of his personal taste, but such lady wouldn't have much chances of getting his heart to flutter in comparison to a tall, masculine man, with beautiful blue eyes and deep philosophical thoughts).

 

-> he adores to take a part in the plays and use drama club as an excuse to create more and more weird characters, that he would then eventually throw himself into - ironically to that, when it comes to lying or acting as someone he isn't, stuttering and blush almost immediately come out onto the very first visual. this might actually be a reason why he simply would rather be a churl and state matter-of-factly facts that bring nothing whatsoever into the conversation.

 

-> always had a weak spot for cats - if it wasn't for the fact that he lives in the asylum, he would have roofed for half of the neighbourhood's stray cat's (literally; when he was little, his parent's adopted a two years old black male cat. Jinhwan spent every bit of his pocket money on this poor creature).

 

-> Possessing exactly zero of muscles led to people affectionately calling him skin on bones. He isn't anorectic (let's be honest, he doesn't care that much about the way he looks), but he may be anaemic - simply lack of appetite, mixed together with ridiculously tiny stomach. His fast metabolism is one of the only things he is actually grateful towards his parents,

 

 

-> no drugs, no alcohol, prude to the extreme - not of the choice, contrary to his appearance. doesn't matter how desperate he'd be, the household he grew up meant that he had to be cautious of his every move, as media might want to take advantage of using his low moments. every single time he thinks of supposedly 'having fun', his subconsciousness stops him from overly going crazy.  

 

 

-> Jinhwan considers himself as an eternal child. the idea of growing up and wearing adult shoes scares him less, which is one of the reasons why he keeps his "prude act on". (but let's be honest here, brunet isn't some kind of innocent manchild, his hormones did some guilt - drink or two in the quiteness of his four walls, or a marathon of adult cinematography aren't strangers to him.)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


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