I once met a girl...

That girl who loves to read books, loves peaceful places... That girl who was so radiant that I cannot see anyone else, whom I shared some desserts and drinks with, the girl I walked home during the night, the one who made me a sleepless, giddy man despite being known for being strong and fearless. 

That girl is a gorgeous work of art. So loving, caring and from time to time, wild in a good way. Her calmness is soothing, along with her contagious smile. Her eyes speak more than her lips, and her ways are always graceful in my eyes. Whats more captivating was her heart's capacity to love.

Being blessed by the heavens, that girl gave me a chance to experience how it is to be loved by an angel. 

And now she's mine. I get to spend every waking day with her, see her in all her glorious beauty, know her in a way no one else can and start a family of my own with her. She is, of course, not wihout flaws but it made her more human. And no matter what others say, I love her anyway... so much.  

And probably she's puzzled why I'm even talking about her like this. You see, that girl... she had been giving her best to me and to our little angel thats about to come but I feel sorry for her. Why? Cause I feel like I haven't been much of a good man to her lately. I haven't been around much, haven't been much of an affectionate one and I've been worrying about it.

My Jungyeon, I'm so sorry for everything that I haven't done for you lately, and for every mistake I've done as well. I'm guilty for somehow neglecting you in a way so I'm expressing my heart to you. But even if I'm not around much, please do know that I do love you more than you can ever imagine, along with our prince. You're my first, last and only love so I don't wanna lose you. I don't wanna promise anything to you but I'll do my best to be here as much as I can, to show you my love and be the best man for you and our family. For now all I ask is your patience. 

Again, Jungyeon.. I love you with all my heart

Jonghwa