Personal Message
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Mood: CONTENT
Music: 'never ever' by GOT7
Craving: LOVE
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Dear Jaebummie, my baby, my love, do you still remember 15 months ago around September? we were sitting side by side at the beach, I played my guitar and sang 'Crazy' from Aerosmith, you were mad at me because of my stupidity, I'm not sure if it was our first fight, what I know that day is the first time I find out that my feelings for you is real, I'm not only want to jump into your pants but I also want to stay inside your heart. And then, around October 2015, we had to face the first 'storm' in our relationship, some people hated us tried to defame our name, that moment was so depressing but how we could face it together that time just make me so proud of us. November 2015, it's our first break up, and it's all because of my faults, I was afraid of my own feelings for you. At that time I thought that the more I love you, the more I feel miserable, but you convinced me that without you my life is misery. December 2015, it's our first Christmas together, I proposed you at that day, but something silly made me blinded by jealousy, I did something evil to you and I still wonder up till now, how could you still forgive me and love me till this day? January 2016, we're planned for marriage but everything didn't run smooth, our relationship was unstable at that time, I can't count how many times we fight until February 2016, it's our first Valentine, I proposed you once again with that silly video. You know baby, for you I'm willing to do embarrassing things, well I'm embarrassing guy anyway. March 2016, another huge fight and it was at the Church, and it's all because of my blind jealousy, I love you so much and just by knowing that you're fanboying another man made me lost my confident to be your man. But in the mid of April 2016, we finally made it! It's our wedding day, I still remember that day so fresh like just yesterday. You're so handsome with that black tux but the stupid of me was forgot to zip up my own pants when I waited you in front the altar, your parents made surprise visit though sadly my parents didn't show up at that day, they still can't accept our gay marriage though they already know how gay is me, but Hoseok long speech and our friends presence is the precious things ever, I feel so blessed to experience these all beautiful memories with you because I'm sure, we couldn't repeat the same day ever again even if we go back to traveling to the same time. And today it's been 8th months we're officially together as a married couple, I don't know what to say anymore since the word of love feels like never enough to describe my feelings for you, but I just want to tell you that my feelings hasn't changed since the day I met you. Do you remember the Swan's Love Story and Hyacinthus? I hope our love will divine like the Swan and keep constant like the meaning of Hyacinth flower which we used as your wedding bouquet. I love you Jaebummie, yesterday, today, tomorrow and everyday. No matter what time, day or season and no matter what era I live, your heart is forever my home. DAMN I'M SO IN CHEESY, THIS IS SO DAMN EMBARASSING, YOU NEED TO GIVE ME A GOOD AFTER THIS JAEBUMMIE! AAARGGGH!!!