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how did i end up here?
This was where his somnabulist went into effect .. Falling asleep in the break room of Tokyo Disney's workers, boredom overcoming a clouded mind and lulling him to sleep. Unconscious feet led him down a path that he could never get away from, body bumping into walls as he very nearly tripped over stones and rocks on a dimly lit pathway. That smile never leaving his face ... Until a scream ripped through the night. Shocking him to te core like a firework had exploded in his face, eyes wide and head whipping so quickly that the cap fell from his head and landed amongst the bright greens, purples, and pinks of Rapunsel's attraction. The faint sound of the parade was far behind him, the laughter falling on deaf ears as he searched wildly for the sound that had awoken him. Knees knocking together and breathing so short and sharp, he thought he was going to pass out. He very nearly did at what he saw. Two women, one unconscious on the floor, something pressing to her temple - he didn't quite catch all of it .. It was such a blur to recall, but .. There was a burn. Like an electric shock had poured through her body. Muffled Japanese fell on his ears, pleas of 'no, no' and 'help, someone! anyone!' followed by deep grumbling laughter. Taehyung's eyes fell on a man whose face would haunt him for the rest of his life. Charcoal eyes met his caramel colored, pouring filth and fear into his pupils, feeding into the darkness inside that was rapidly growing. He felt like he was going to vomit. There was something pointed at him - a finger, perhaps? No.. Something metal... But a finger raised to the man's lips, a silent 'shh' kissing around the digit, before another cry rips through the night, muffled by the fireworks of Anna and Elsa near the entrance of the park. He'd never ran so hard before. Those images plastered in his head, still so fresh as he sat in the interrogation room, green clad legs pressed together as hands fist the skirt of his tunic. All that was brought into him was a file, a pen, and a hat .. His character hat. A character hat with words scrawled on them that was /burned/ into the backs of his eyes. 'You're next.' A serial killer that would induce his victims into a comatose state, experimenting on them, allowing them to live almost in a glass container - that container being their bodies, the glass, their skin and bones. A mind trapped inside of a body, eyes barely able to flicker. Only one woman was recovered, but she was .. Practically a vegetable that could blink yes or no. That man was never recovered. And so V was born.
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i will not do romance rps unless we've rped a lot. Please don't poke me for rp replies. give me time. i'm really nice [ i like to think ] so don't ever be afraid to talk to me? i'll always talk to you guys. preference is 3rd pov. i'm a novella BUT i do appreciate smaller rps! you do not have to match me and if you don't want to particularly to novella writing, no problem. I will match your length instead <3 favorite genres are angst, violence. only just started doing plots and it's new for me.
tracker:
- winwin - beach - replying
- sehun - walls - started
- jisung - garden - started
- jongin - cliff - replying
- chanyeol - waiting/
- jeongguk - plotting//
- baekhyun - waiting/
You are of beauty, of sun shinning in the skies. you are my first morning breath and the last scent i want to inhale when i sleep at night. and when the last sleep of life calls for me, i shall be in your arms, were safety offered is of raw love, one that fills up my world. your eyes, the stars of my night and if we were to ever stargaze, i can get lost in the thousand twinkles of your eyes. your smile, i fall into them, i fall into every curl around your lips, the cheeks, the soft flush, the long digits that fix the crooked puzzle of my life....and you, you who somehow found the lost key to the abyss of darkness and ignited the flame of hope within me. i love you, i love you more than one could explain in words. i love you, in ways no one else could ever love and may the poets of great times be jealous of the feelings that pour out for you. forever is a time that i do not know whether it'll end or not, but the end, i'll be there with our hands locked together, with our lips in a passionate love making session. i love you, i love your morning faces where the small can barely reach your eyes, where the puffy eyes are made of cute little sleepy dreams and when you look for something to grip onto. from the darkness of your nightmares to the light of your dreams, i love every one of them.
and i love you, i'll always will.
--bobby
- baekhyun - waiting/
You are of beauty, of sun shinning in the skies. you are my first morning breath and the last scent i want to inhale when i sleep at night. and when the last sleep of life calls for me, i shall be in your arms, were safety offered is of raw love, one that fills up my world. your eyes, the stars of my night and if we were to ever stargaze, i can get lost in the thousand twinkles of your eyes. your smile, i fall into them, i fall into every curl around your lips, the cheeks, the soft flush, the long digits that fix the crooked puzzle of my life....and you, you who somehow found the lost key to the abyss of darkness and ignited the flame of hope within me. i love you, i love you more than one could explain in words. i love you, in ways no one else could ever love and may the poets of great times be jealous of the feelings that pour out for you. forever is a time that i do not know whether it'll end or not, but the end, i'll be there with our hands locked together, with our lips in a passionate love making session. i love you, i love your morning faces where the small can barely reach your eyes, where the puffy eyes are made of cute little sleepy dreams and when you look for something to grip onto. from the darkness of your nightmares to the light of your dreams, i love every one of them.
and i love you, i'll always will.
--bobby
v
character details and ooc
- v
- age: 21
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- orientation: demiual
- in a relationship
- favorite color: green
- highkey diagnosed with bpd
- frequent sleepwalker
- [ est time zone. gmt -5 ]
personality
just like a cloudy sky, the sun is still there, there's just a bit of something blocking it. you can still see the rays of light shining behind but the clouds, they keep growing and getting darker, swallowing the sun and plunging the sky into darkness. but, there were brighter days. days where the sun would shine bright, blotting out the clouds and giving everyone the bright rays that they longed to see. just like a sun .. that was taehyung. he sleptwalked. he was loud and obnoxious. he was sweet and sassy. he enjoyed ice cream and nature and he loved wearing high heels despite looking absolutely stupid in them - as long as it made him happy... and others. that taehyung is still there, but he's drifting between here and there. an identity crisis hitting him whenever he thinks of the situations he was plunged into, thinking how easy it would be to share feelings with someone as v because in the end, it didn't matter. he wasn't v. the smiles that he gave people weren't him. it was v. v was the one that kissed people and didnt ask for a name. v was the one that was strong enough to raise his head above any horizon, while taehyung just wanted to hide. v was a crutch.
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dec. 31st. 20xx i turned 6 yesterday.- mom and dad are great! they got me some super cool stuff for my birthday - these nifty little cars called hot wheels! the kids at school are going to be jealous!
aug. 13th. 20xx ugh, jeez, how long has it been since i looked at this? it's so old. i had it when i was a kid .. i guess i still am a kid now but that's besides the point. mom and dad seem to be getting better, but they were pretty sad? i'm not sure why. i asked them if i did something wrong but nah, nothing. i hope they're gonna be ok.
sep. 14th 20xx dang!! a whole month and i didn't writ ein you? so much for my new school year resolution. so ... i dyed my hair. dad was kind of .. iffy about it but didnt say anything. mom just laughed and told me where i missed a few spots lmao xd she's the best mom ever, seriously. i'll try writing in this more. people are already asking what i want for my 16th birthday. :p i dont know what to wish for! i still got a few months.
sep. 20th 20xx ... i know what i wish for now..
oct. 13th 20xx mom is in the hospital again .. she doesn't really seem to be getting better. it's .. damn, i don't want to think of what may happen if she goes but dad thinks she's going to be ok. i wanna believe him but it's really hard... you know? i wish you could talk back, diary, because you're the only one that really knows. i haven' told anyone at school yet .. none of their business.
nov. 3rd 20xx mom's coming home from the hospital!! i should've believed dad! she said she's fine but she doesn't look it. maybe from the medication? either way i'm gonna be up her constantly like the good son i am. gonna make her breakfast and everything like that! she's gonna be so proud of me when i show her my grades too. she suggested i take up acting lessons, since i look handsome. i could even get a job somewhere in tokyo. oh! i didn't tell you!! dad was asked to move to tokyo!! so we're all gonna be transferring there once mom is completely cleared! a new country. it's .. wow. good thing i have high marks in japanese.
nov. 12th 20xx mom fell .. she said that she tripped but i could tell that her legs couldn't keep her up. she was coughing so hard when i helped her into bed..
nov. 23rd 20xx i know they're lying. i know they are. even if they're packing everything i don't believe them.
dec. 3rd 20xx we're going to be moving to japan at the start of next year. mom said she was fine. she's been wearing a lot of make up lately. i only know 'cause my drama makeup has started going missing. i don't trust it.
dec. 29th 20xx .. i changed my wish ... i just want her back.
jan. 4th 20xx .. i'm 16 now .. i haven't really had the best time coping with all of this. the funeral is .. going to be next week. she, uh .. apparently she didn't want to spend her last months with us in ths hospital, so she chose to go home and shorten her life span. i ing knew it .. god, i knew it but why did you have to do it? why my mom? why? i don't have any siblings or any animals and i pray to you every night but you ing took her from me!! why ... .
mar. 3rd 20xx we're still moving to tokyo :/ dad wasn't kidding about that apparently. ing hell.
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dec. 29th 20xx it's been .. a long while, huh? a long time .. i'm 20 years old now. graduated here in tokyo. dad went back to south korea but i wanted to stay. i landed a job in disneyland, i start tomorrow. i'm going to be peterpan. apparently they like my smile and my mischievous look. i'm really excited ... mom's favorite film was peter pan. i hope you're having a nice time up there, mom. i love you a lot, ok? i'm going to see you when it's my time, but for now, i'm making you proud down here, ok? ever since you left, i've been having sleeping problems, but the doctor said itw as okay as long as i didn't start roaming outside. he said something about a restless mind, and it makes sense since i'm constantly up and about !! haha. ... i love you mommy. i miss you a lot. i gotta get to bed now, gotta be there early. i'll start praying again. i hope dad is ok back in daegu .. he didn't like it here much. i miss it. that's where you are, and you're home, mom.
I grew up in busan. :| my favorite color is green and i .. i was therole model student at school. my parents both died and my grandparents raised me. i went to school to be a barista because i love coffee :|
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jongsuk l. 〈 jae sun 5 minutes ago Reply
"you seek forgiveness from a god that does not listen, oh but how he has watched you in all your wretchedness. wicked, lewd boy - your god has heard your wanton, simpering whimpers for more; and how prettily you beg, like a , desperate - your wetness soaks the sheets as readily as your tears, but still you say 'more, harder, deeper' and I, in my graciousness, bestow unto you each desire. you're praying to the wrong god, dear boy. now, take unto the knee and grovel before your lord."
jeongguk j. 〈 jeon [A] 12 seconds ago Reply
*screeches behind my binoculars as I remain perched at the window on the building across the street*