021517getting to know me

Q / So young, yet you're already divorced. What's the story behind that?

Well, [laughs a bit] you see I was a... abit of an advernturous person growing up. I'm originally from Bangkok, but I pretty much made my way around the world by gettin' in relationships with many different people. It had it's perks, but I kinda feel bad that I did that to people.

Anyway, I started venturin' at about age 15. There was this girl from Sweden who I befriended in school. At first, it was just a casual relationship between us two, but then we started datin' and sug, let me tell ya—that girl could kiss. She was such a good kisser she practically had me whipped because of it. I was so whipped, I flew out to Sweden with her to meet her damn parents. [softly shakes his head] I wasn't even expecting to get so serious with her, so when we got there—to her house I mean—of course I met with her folks and such, but after like two weeks, I left. Put a little note on her bed and wandered about Sweden on my own... [stares down a moment] Call me stupid for roaming about a country I knew nothin' bout, but I did it. And that's when I met the guy England.

After the guy from England came the gal from France. Then it was the girl from India, the girl from Russia, and then there was the guy from Australia. Now, by the time I had met the guy from Australia, I was already 17, soon to be 18. His name was Brain and he was... older. Thirty somethin', if I'm not mistaken. He treated me like a lil' prince, gave me any and everything I could ever ask for. And I could tell he genuinely loved me. All of the people I dated and left, all of them genuinely loved me, but I couldn't love them back. [swallows thickly and scratches at his nape] Somethin' bout me was always 'fraid that I'd... that I'd just bring them down, I guess. I was kinda scared to love, kinda scared to be loved, kinda scared I was just fillin' a void. Which, ultimately, I was doin'. [glances up at the camera and presses his lips into a thin line] Anyways, uh, yeah, my marriage.

So, while I was with Brian, I was talking to this online pen pal from America, Jazzy. I told them about how I was basically hoein' about from country to country and didn't have a stable place to live. They were like, "why don't you come stay with me in America? I got space.". And I was like "idk, mate, ain't it gon' take too long to get there legally?" and they were like "Yo, let's just get married. You can get your green card, and in two years, we can get divorced. Cool?" and then tadah! I got married at the age of 18. [laughs once again]

Do I regret it? Eh, just a little. All the hearts I broke make me feel like I regret it, [softly nods] but in the end I'm like... kinda satisfied with how my life turned out.

021517my beloved

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021517keeping tabs

021517what you may not know

— When Ten would leave people, he'd leave them little notes on their pillows and then disappear. The only person he didn't do this to was the guy from Australia. He said a personal goodbye to him.

— Ten still keeps in contact with Jazzy and lives with her whenever he goes to america.

— Ten joined ebae out of sheer curiosity, and because he wants to see if he can actually find love now that he feels he's ready. He hopes that things will be good enough to where he won't end up leaving again.

— As often as he's traveled, he's only been to South Korea a few times. He knows enough to use slang and get around though.

— Living in America helped his English a bunch. So much so that he can speak with a bit of a southern drawl.

— He enjoys playing the guitar (acoustic and bass), and he also like to play the drums.

— Ten normally plays jazz and classical music all over his house to set a calm and peaceful mood, and for the ambiance.

021517behind the scenes

001 / Don't trust the online sign. I ain't always online or present.
002 / I'm a detailed writer (script/novella), but I can handle one liners and . My writing range is usually about 10-50 lines for script, and 3-9 paragraphs for multipara or novella. Again, I can do less, but I need you to actually let me know if I'm typing too much for you.
003 / If you send me a copy and paste starter, I'm most likely gonna ignore it. They make me feel weird. And you can honestly just say hi to me if you wanna talk. No pressure.
004 / I normally ignore my wall (esp. if talking in rooms) and eight times out of ten I respond late. Even if you tag me.When you see me online, you can let me know if I missed your post.
005 / That's another thing—I don't check my notifs a lot so I often miss out on . Remind me of things after it's been about a week but do not ing pester me for replies.
006 / I tend to leave out a lot of words, make typos, and curse a lot, but I've been working on all of that that. Please bear with me though.

021517a few scenarios

old habits die hard

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slender cigarette

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021517what I look like