basic profile.

me, me, and me. 

 

personality — hansol was in no means raised in a dysfunctional family, but he did have strict parents. he was disciplined and well-taught when it came to manners, but nothing about communicating, since neither of parents liked their silence as well. maybe that's where he inherited his difficulty in talking to people. he's not distant with his parents, but he does find it difficult to approach them with the topic of hot to make friends. 

 

quiet and reserved, hansol usually tends to be that friend who spends his time at a party drinking fruit punch by the corner (who knows what he's doing in a party in the first place -). he finds it difficult to simply come up to someone and start up a conversation, and he gets jealous of those people who are so casual and down to earth. he thinks communication is a chore, and he'd rather spend his weekend binge-watching anime and reading.

but once comfortable with the friends he made, it's almost as if he goes through a complete 180°. he jokes around, throws sarcastic remarks around and is that person who only replies in memes in the group chat.

however, the short-lived fun with the friends he make are always temporary. he finds maintaining healthy relationships really taxing.  he gets easily jealous when he's excluded out of plans, he's stubborn and petty. he doesn't know how to keep friends, because he doesn't know how relationships and friendships work. he usually grows distant from them after a month, or has a fallout with them.

in a way, he considers himself a tragic flawed nutjob. he keeps himself away from people and prevents attachments from forming, because he knows he won't treat them well. he'll compulsively lie, get unreasonably mad, display his emotions in an unclear vague way, and gets impatiently frustrated when you don't see through his personality like he wants you to.

he's a complex person. it's just no one had taken the time to sit him down and clearly talk to him without getting angered by hansol's indifferent attitude. no one has tried to make an effort to help him communicate.

 

 

Dance — hansol started dancing at the age when he was 17 years old, not because he was interested in it, but because his cousin had dragged him to a dance workshops in seoul. he had soon learned to love and appreciate dancing, and he started to join more workshops and dance classes. dancing doesn't need any words, and he finds solace in it. he can be his individual self and express as much as he can through dance. he loses himself in his own movement, and feels as if he's stepping into a new world and he's breathing fresh air again.

but he'll never perform outside the dance room, never in front of an audience. in his eyes, the audience do not deserve to hear his words through his dance when they never bother making an effort to help him speak and communicate properly through words.

 

Unravelling. 《plots》tba.

comedy / fluff

♢ swiped right; ㅡ hansol was suggested by his cousin to try out a dating app to practise communicating, but hansol wasn't interested in dating at all. little did he know that his cousin already set him up with a match, and needless to say, opening the door on a saturday night to someone who was looking for a date does not help his communication skills at all.

♢ trust me, i'm a pro; ㅡ maybe taking a stroll by the han river when it's one of the busiest days in summer wasn't a good idea. hansol sits by the bench to read and a person approaches him, asking him to mind his sign while they go to the rest room. he only manages to stutter out a small 'sure', unaware the sign placed beside him read: FREE HUGS, BE HAPPY.

 

♢ pink flesh; ㅡ mixups in delivery addresses are common, but hansol's unwanted enemy, considering they involve having to call up his neighbours about the package. his hatred for delivery mix-ups grew when the delivery person gaves him an amused smirk, handing a badly packaged toy into his hands. ( choices: the neighbour or the delivery person. )

 

♢ russian roulette; ㅡ considering he keeps conversations to a minimum, he tries not to do any group perfomances when within the dance room, but group bonding exercises are inevitable sometimes. it's hard to be confortable when you're given a task to dance ily to a cute girl group song. ( choices: dance instructor or his dance partner. )

 

 

Angst — 

♢  crunchy crunch ㅡ  having fallouts and distance between broken friendships was hard enough, but encountering them awkwardly in the grocery story when both reaching for the last box of lucky charms is another level. 

 

♢ repetition ㅡ  you are one of his most recent friends, and hansol comes to a realization that the vicious cycle of him acting up and being unreasonably douchey will happen soon. true to his words, he snaps at you for forgetting to meet up with him because you were busy with something else, and says words that weren't too kind.

 

♢ sit the down ㅡ you were one of the first few people who could see through his indifferent, almost harsh expression and saw something more vulnerable in him, and you witness one of his freak outs on his friend, and immediately notices that hansol wasn't just acting like that to be a . however he doesn't want to be near you, figuring you know way too much about him.

the one and only.

  ❝ how we need another soul to cling to, another body to keep us warm. to rest and trust; to give your soul in confidence: i need this, i need someone to pour myself into. ㅡ sylvia plath.