who am i

Born into a family to which everyone in the pack would look up to. Born into expectations and standards he couldn't even begin to live up to, Hiroki Suzuki was a lamb among wolves, ironically enough. His father was the leader of the pack he belonged in and his mother was the omega leader by default, so Suzuki's family was pretty much a big deal. Suzuki was the youngest among three brothers and was unfortunately the only alpha amongst them; the other two being omegas. Due to this predicament, Suzuki's father was expecting Suzuki to be the alpha male that can make his family proud. An alpha male that showed boldness, courage, dominance, and intimidation. All these things were the typical things you find in a typical alpha. But sadly, Suzuki was opposite to all these things. Suzuki, even as a child, was soft-spoken, gentle, and kind. He was easily intimidated by others and got nervous easily. He was also not physically strong and loses energy quite fast. Courage was something that he also lacks due to the fact even small things can scare him. His father had witnessed this and was immediately disappointed. His family has shunned him and called him things he never really wanted to hear his own blood call him. "A waste of a wolf" was what he was; was what his family made him believe he was and it hurt him everyday. Suzuki forced himself to try and act the way his family wanted him to act yet it really wasn't working at all. The alpha's self-esteem was forever cracked due to all this; he could never see himself making anyone proud or pleasing anyone at all. Hell, he even thinks no one will mate him and threw away the hopes of there ever being anyone at this point of his life. However, Suzuki told himself that he can't live his entire life in a place where everybody saw him as something he wasn't. The pressure will only kill him. So Suzuki decided to run off and never turn back to his past. He wasn't going to let his past define him and he was going to find where he really belonged.

Now with Suzuki on the run for about half a year with no real destination or idea on how to survive independently, he finally felt courage for the first time-- and for the shortest time because he got lost at some point and it was in a wood that was very scary and dark. Being alone also didn't help either. The past months have granted Suzuki many opportunities to cry as well as almost get caught by hunters; thankfully it was only almost or he would have been dead by now. When Suzuki had finally found a small town with actual living people in it, he found out about Azrael Prep and how it was a very accepting school which was also a safe haven for wolves. That was everything Suzuki was looking for and he immediately, without hesitation, decided that's where he needed to go.

After about eleven months trying to survive on his own, he has finally found Azrael Prep. He is still trying to get used to the new environment but he knows this is a better place than where he used to be. He will be a new person here and his past is behind him for good now at most. Suzuki still doesn't believe he will find a mate even in Azrael Prep but he sure does believe he can find friends if he stopped being an awkward nervous-wreck!

--||--||-- my beloved

That's it. That's Suzuki's beloved. The end. Go home.

--||--||-- Keeping tabs

--||--||-- what i'm like

Suzuki is soft-spoken, kind, and gentle. He likes thinking positive about the things around him but awfully loves to think negatively about himself. Suzuki is also awfully shy and doesn't really know how to socialise properly so he often gets all jumpy when someone decides to approach him or talk to him. If you are friendly towards him, however, he can easily get used to you. Suzuki is also very wary about physical contact since he really hasn't experienced it before? Like, physical contact that have good intentions or friendly intentions specifically. He also apologises a lot of times for almost everything he does and is quite fidgety when his hands aren't busy with something. Even with all of this, Suzuki is actually a very understanding person who is willing to listen to you if you ever need someone to. He is also good at giving advice and can even be told that he knows what to say in moments of sadness. Suzuki is also quite a tsundere and often denies when someone calls him cute. It's not that he doesn't like it, he just doesn't really think he is or it's really embarrassing to hear as well. Due to also the fact that he isn't really physically strong and loses energy easily, Suzuki is AMAZING at sleeping anywhere at anytime. He can probably even sleep standing up. Suzuki is also a cry baby; may it either be out of happiness or sadness. It's hard to get him to stop often but if you are close to him, a hug can probably do. He will eventually feel embarrassment for crying too so all you can really do when he's crying is probably pat him awkwardly, rip.

Suzuki loves strawberry-flavored food and cats! He also loves strawberry as a fruit but he loves food flavoured strawberry better. Suzuki also loves to read and uses reading glasses. He likes novels but absolutely loves manga. Yes, Suzuki is a weeb. He loves anime, specifically magical girl animes and sports animes! He doesn't really show his love for anime and really prefers nobody finds out about it, but he will definitely freak out if he ever hears someone mention it. Suzuki loves to wear long-sleeved clothes for his own personal reasons and also loves large hoodies! Sweaters are his favourite thing to wear if he was going to be honest. SUZUKI ALSO LOVES CHILDREN! He is at his calmest when he is with a child because he doesn't need to worry what a child thinks about him. He is great with kids which is the reason why he applied to be an assistant at the daycare. Suzuki is also a decent cook and would love to cook for others sometime. Additional info is that Suzuki is a terrible drunk. Please don't get him drunk. His dignity completely disappears and he is a big cry baby as it is so you can imagine what more if he was drunk.

If ever any of you are wondering: Suzuki would love to have kids if he ever had a mate, obviously. He also doesn't mind getting impregnated if it ever comes to that too. A kid made solely from him and his mate is a dream. (I AM VERY OKAY WITH MPREG IN OTHER WORDS.)

--||--||-- behind the scenes

001 / I'm Mugi, hello!
002 / My timezone is UTC+8 which isn't really the same as most people here!
003 / My reply speed varies but at most it is actually pretty quick since I have lots of time now with my summer vacation starting! I don't rush for replies though! I have patience so please go your own pace!
004 /I AM VERY OKAY WITH MPREG. ROLEPLAYING MPREG IS FUN SO I DON'T MIND IT!
005 / I am all about chemistry when it comes to shipping characters but if you show interest in shipping our characters before anything has happened yet, I WILL tease you ang fangirl about it to you ooc. Other than that, I take shipping slowly and don't rush into the relationship.
006 / I RP , YES! Suzuki is a bottom at most but if he really likes you he will try very hard to switch for you.

--||--||-- Relationships

Seto Koji

Seto was the first person to welcome Suzuki into the school so Suzuki is really grateful for him. It has only been a day but Suzuki is really warming up to Seto! He knows he can build a strong friendship with this boy and hopes it will become an unbreakable bond in the future! {{HIM AND SETO ARE ING BESTIES DONT TOUCH ME }}

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