– A little something i wrote for you.

at first it was just a game
but then came the frames
her words were like music to my ears
tunes i found myself yearning to hear

with her undoubtable beauty and elegance
she brought an unfamiliar feeling of helplessness
everything about her left me in a state of penitence
for she influenced me to protect her innocence

what a muse she was, my definition of cynosurence
how she unintentionally stood in the glory of resplendence
she peeled away the layers of my surreptitious self
my soul barred to her, a result of how far she delved

my undeniable desideratum for her to be mine is apparent
so with the eloquence she adores i offer this present
now my goddess, miss jung soojung
won't you do me the honors of being my one and only young love?


some things you should know and that you can't search up without being confused :
cynosurence (conjugated form of cynosure) : A focal point of admiration.
resplendence : Splendid or dazzling in appearance.
i used 'young love' at the end not for the literal meaning but simply because it was the only thing that rhymes with soojung (that i could think of).
 

– A few songs that i can express myself through 

「Nightcore THE A TEAM」→ ED SHEERAN
i'm not sure why i chose this song but it just reminded me of you at some parts.

「Deep Blue Eyes」→ IDOT
Despite how even more beautiful you'd be with blue eyes, this song describes how you make me feel whenever you literally do anything

「Yes I Am」→ Mamamoo
I know they're describing themselves but up until about the bridge(?) the lyrics are pretty much me.

「Trouble」→ Kriesha Chu
We aren't strangers as Kriesha Chu describes in her situation but you sure do shake me up the way she's shook.

「Eclipse」→ Kim Lip
This song legit describes how the world feels when we're together, to me but I'm hoping it's the same for you.

- You wanted to know more about me? Here are some basic facts you can't search up.

My favorite colors, notice the 's' because I have more than one, are red, mint, and violet. Pastel or not, I'll like it.
 

I absolutely love Korean and Japanese food but I love junk food more, i.e. chips, ice cream, candy, etc.

I hate/feel self conscious doing mainstream things like dabbing, 'taking long walks on the beach', 'visiting the park', those things.

When someone tries to bull me or you I will call them out and beat the living out of them

I calm myself down by taking deep breaths, listening to music, ranting, or spending time with people I'll never get tired of, like you.

Despite my oozing ego I feel insanely insecure at times, wondering if people hate me but act like they're my friend, and in your case, if you feel unhappy with me or if you feel as though you're tiring of me.

I'm stubborn and don't take no for an answer. An example, I will respect your decisions if a situation were to arise where you'd want to be left alone but then I'll say it and never leave you. I strongly stand for my beliefs and don't waver unless persuasive evidence is presented.

I've always wanted to take classes with someone, like drawing classes, piano, mainly recreational.

I'm clingy and moody, especially at night. I'll have mood swings because of my short temper (that only makes its appearance once in a while) and will come close to throwing a fit before I stop myself last minute. I'm clingy because I always want to sleep in someone's arms or have someone in my arms; I don't like sleeping alone sometimes.

I'm legit vulnerable af when it comes to cuteness or a plethora of affection and love- so that's a way you can tease or 'trigger' me pmsl.

i get through life at a fast pace; i get things done fast, i learn things fast, everything is fast. if you can't keep up that's bad for you because i'll leave you alone, however, just for you, i'll slow down if you want me too.