All I could wish for now, is to see the smile one my friends faces. To know that they are safe, happy, and are surrounded by people who love them. I know I am not perfect, but I will continuously try hard for them all.

I also wish for someone to take me out for some ice cream and chocolate. I'm having intense cravings and I will love whoever were to take me. ♥

Of course, I hope that in the future I could have a family, particular a significant other and some pets. I want to have, well... the basic . Someone to hold hands with, give sweet kisses. I wish that I can spend my time showing someone that I love them more than anything else. I know I'm shy and terrible with flirting but if you're special to me, I hope you'll know. I'm going to take my time to appreciate you.
Crushes are crazy things, and well... you are special.

I know that I am always a little awkward, at times clingy and perhaps overwhelming. I wish I could articulate myself well around you, be as graceful as I think I'm being in my head. I guess overall, I'm just nervous around you, my fingers sometimes feel like they're getting sweaty whenever you are around. I know, I know there is no reason to be however whenever I see you, I just can't help smiling a little harder, my laughter a little louder.

I disappointed you, hurt you and left you all alone and I regret it because my actions were stupid, and I didn't actually want that. I was just scared and my confidence was shaken. There is nothing I wouldn't do however to make you smile. To try and make you laugh, even if the methods are stupid. I'm still trying to get to know you. I miss the moment where I got drunk and ended up sleeping on your couch. Those are such beautiful memories even if I was a disgrace. Because you were there, taking care of me even though I was at such a low moment in time. I wish we could experience more meomories like that. I'm just scared that things will change for the worst. I want to feel closer to you, because you are my best friend. From the moment we first talked until now... You've always been the person I've sought out and wished to see everyday.

I sound so weird don't I? I know I'm a weirdo, I admit to it. I'm just shy and don't know how to react to things appropriately. I'm also sorry for seemingly ccoming onto you so often, or so it probably seems. I'm just teasing, I'm sorry if I bother you with it. I just thought maybe it would make you laugh. I wish I had much better inter-personal skills. Just so I can seem cooler, or smarter at least. I just like how I feel when I'm around you, and I hope that I can in turn bring you happiness. I am so proud to have you in my life. I DIDN'T MEAN FOR THIS TO GET SO GUSHY!!!! It just kind of happeneed and it's making me feel very shy. There is so much more that I could tell you but I don't think I could articulate it well enough. I also don't want to embarrass myself than I probably already have.