Kang Dongho

Homoual

22

Vocal Director

BACKSTORY

To be a man... What does it take to be good.. What does it take to be a man? 

Dongho never questioned it when his parent told him he could never like pink. he never questioned it when his mom hit him multple times for singing, he never questioned it when his dad yelled at him when he stared at pretty boys. Dongho thought it was normal to be treated like this, to be abused by his parents like this. He could remember the first time his mom slapped him, Dongho was only five at the time. He had asked why a boy in his class was so pretty, he couldn't remember what his mother said to him as his memories about it was quite blurry. His mother slapped him, twice. Dongho didn't know why, he just knew he had done something bad.

 

 

Holding his younger brother tightly as they both hid in his closet, listening to the mutter screaming and yelling from his parents.  He wanted to be scared. but he couldn't.. not when his brother is in his arms, shaking and letting out slient tears. "It's okay...Hyung is here for you... Don't listen to them... just keep your ears on me.." Whispering into his brother ears, holding him tighter. Dongho could feel the lump in his throat but he didn't care anymore, he couldn't care any less what his parents were gonna do to him... all that matters at that moment is his shaking scared brother. Dongho let out the first hum, humming his brother favorite song while running his finger through his brother's hair.  He finally let it out, singing ever so softly, his voice was rusting from not singing for years but he didn't care anymore.. He was just glad to sing once again. 

" 

They say that I’m always brightly smiling

They say that I don’t know such a thing as pain

But my heart is crying

Oh but I say in my brightly smiling heart

I’m covered by a dark shadow

I hate myself for being like that

but my sad heart will smile some day...

"

 

PERSONALITY

Dongho is kind of a mysterious person, always keeping to himself only. He usually only stay in his studio if you ever need him or you will find him in the lunch room eating everything. He a bit of a workaholic, even going as far as staying in his studio every night and day when he is working on something meaning his only friend, Bumzu has to drag him out of his studio and into his very comfy bed. He couldn't really be bother with it since he tends to overdo it sometimes, but he sometime wishes Bumzu would just let him stay over night to work on his projects.